I am convinced that if girls didn’t have something men wanted, then men would have nothing to do with these weirdos. I got a text from a girl that I’ve done dates with some time ago, who wanted to sell me her content again for $30 or. She said she needed the money for gas. I told her I’d give her $100 every time she wants to come up and do a date make a video. I even told her I’d give her the video. She could sell it. She said she doesn’t have an only fans anymore, and then countered with a bigger amount to $500, saying other guys would pay her that for her videos. She went silent after I asked her why she’s asking me for gas money then.  Lately, there's a new trend of girls asking me for small amounts of money. Maybe it’s how girls are brought up around here, expecting something for nothing. It’s fucking annoying.  I hit up the redhead today, maybe wait a half an hour outside her place before I gave up and drove off. She gave me the same shit as all these other idiots. ...

I never stopped playing with toys. Being the middle child of three male boys, one thing I can’t complain about is that my dad made sure we had all the best toys. He would get us the latest video games, G.I. Joe’s, transformers, Hell just about anything. Dirt bikes, music instruments, we had very little to complain about in the way of distractions. Maybe it’s because I never had kids of my own that I never really grew out of it. I still like all of these things. And I don’t mean in a nostalgic fashion. I mean these things still occupy my time. Women to me are nothing more than toys. I put them back when I’m done. This was an exhausting weekend. I feel bad for blowing off at least two other girls to focus on the brunette and the cousin. I have been fucking them so much, my dick can't get hard. Give me time to recover! I've been fighting with Justice over dumb shit. She will argue and fight over anything, not for any reason other than to try to get more money out of me. She acts a...

 Might just have to dump that site. First, they dunno 80% of their comments, then add strick rules, then change their upload requirements, and now they want to demonize accounts that are inactive for 3 months. Accounts that haven't added a new video at least every three months will be demonetized. That's bullshit. That's not the deal. The deal was I give you some videos for people to watch, and you pay me for that. If the day ever comes that they demonetize my videos, I'll not share them. I can make the videos private so only I can see them, and still preserve them online. In the meantime, I'm close to deciding on having my OWN website, selling a subscription model, or a pay per video model, or both.   Using sites like pornhub, or clips4sale are out of the question, since they want over 40% of each video. I can set up a subscription based model on telegram, and/or set up a website of my own. It comes down to subscription, pay per video, ora combination of the two.  ...

 I live in the same world as all of you. Some kind of service oriented robotic dystopia where we disregard people just as easily as we disregard junk email. Everything seems to be a service now. No one talks to anyone as if they're friends anymore. From getting your car fixed, to buying a new computer, there’s always someone there with a big smile on their face ready to sell you some real estate or cheat you out of some money with three card monte. I think I’m talking about a consumer nation. Anyway, finally picked up the cousin to fuck. And it was glorious. That pussy is so good, I'm willing to put  up with so much shit to get at it. 

 The plot thickens. When these girls don’t want anything to do with me unless it involves money, I don’t take it personally. I know that if I say no, they just call the next guy on the list. I don’t consider myself a better date than these other men. Rather I consider them even harder to deal with than me for these girls. This is all about how quickly they can get money to get high. Nothing else! Always remember rule number one! These girls are extremely inventive and scheming on how to earn another dollar. They are all hustlers. Beware, because you are not. If you’re reading this blog, then you are exactly where you need to be. Do not think you are smarter than them, because they are fast talkers. Don’t be the same fool that thinks he can win in three card monte. With the exception of the other sluts I regularly see, Who know not to tap me every day for money, it seems that the brunette and the cousin are constantly trying to get money out of me for whatever reason, be at five dol...

 It was her birthday. Of course, it was. How else could I have lasted the week without spending money on another girl. This one is predictable. She comes over, drops her clothes, fucks me and  immediately goes home. She used to charge 40, but the times they are a changing. Now it's 60, and "can we stop at burger king?" Fucking hell! No, you bitch! But... I oblige. Then avoid her later for a while. This $40 ho is too expensive.  Then the cousin calls. Wants me to pick her up again. I tell her no. She then asks for ten dollars. Sure, okay. Then immediately asks for another five, giving a bullshit story that he won't give her shit for just ten. This pisses me off, but fuck it, death by a thousand cuts.  Then... This scenario is not an isolated incident. Girls are dumb and want everyone to cater to their bullshit. They make you wait. Then the second you leave, they are at the door, ready to go, and asking why you left, completely mystified that you would abandon them! Th...

 In response to this question asked: "How can I get a partner female?" Variations of this question all distill to how one can find a cheap slut of their own.  First, I write this blog specifically to answer that question. It's free so fuckin read it. Second, prepare yourself for dealing with drug addicts. Regular pussy has a high price.  The bigger the population, ie a city, the better your chances. If you live in the sticks, too bad. Got to be where the girls are.  Use sites like the USA SEX GUIDE, Facebook, and skip the games. Find a street hooker and meet her friends. Finally, lower your standards. That's important. Most men will be turned off by a strung out wreck of a whore. Their pussies are just as good as any other girl. I've bent over and fucked plenty of sluts that others found disgusting. And I fucking love it. 

 These are girls that must regularly feed a beast that regular people don't know exist. A foul monster unlike Bigfoot or Dracula, this is not an incarnation of fiction. This figment of the mind is not born of imagination, but does reside in the mind of the user, having burrowed, distorted, and rewired the host victim to deliver to this monster all it desires, as servile as a pack animal forced to trudge up the side of Everest.  These women call me, visit me, and text daily, not for any companionship or to check on my welfare. The beast forces them to seek out the path of least resistance, as raging river with the singular goal of reaching the sea, and never stopping or slowing for any reason.  I rejected four women's advances last night. This is pure economics. Had I the good fortune of being a millionaire, this would all be a moot point not worthy of a perfunctory letter to read, much less this loquacious journal entry.  I adhere to a modest budget that allows a com...

12:20 am Happy Valentine's, I texted.  She replied the same.  3:48pm Got out of work, planned to pick her up. Told her I'm on my way. She said she would be ready.  4:18pm I texted that I had arrived.  4:24 on She called to say she'll be right down.  4:30 pm "Please don't leave I'm literally coming down I promise I just want to make sure that I had everything so I can do my makeup and shit in the car so I don't have to go out looking like shit" 4:35 pm called to say she was coming down.  4:39 pm called her, and she said she was waiting for her friend who was coming with us.  4:49 I called again, she didn't answer. I left.  4:50 pm "Ignored your call because I was walking outside my hands are full" "Forget it I'm halfway home," I said.  4:51 pm "I am standing in front of my door," she texted.  4:59 pm "Are you coming I'm not arguing or fighting with you you RJ I'm asking you just to get over here I apolo...

 I fell for more bullshit today. The redhead wanted to see me this morning and I agreed to it. I picked her up brought her home, and we had plans to use the VR headset. Maybe even have a breakfast/brunch. This is what she had asked for. This is all bullshit. She got here, then went into the bathroom.  She didn’t got what was to me and extremely surprising phone call. The man she has been with for two years, her running partner as she calls him even though it is completely unbeknownst to me, had called her from jail. I don’t remember the crime he committed to land him there, but I heard the same arguments coming from her as I do with the brunette and her old boyfriend. I see the same pathetic woman as the cousin and her abusive man. The same conversations, the same arguments. These men who are users and takers latch onto these women like remoras. He was calling to get her to send him money to jail. He was telling her how much he loves her and that he was sorry and that’ll chang...

 What does a fisherman, a used car salesman, and a hooker have in common? They all know how to reel you in. So, when the brunette tells me that she will go get her ID updated, I give her $50. And then I believe her. Not only does she not get it, but she wants me to pick her up later because she needs money to get more shit.  Then the redhead texts me. She tells me that she really needs to see me today. When I asked why it was so important, she tells me that she really just needs to get away from everything, and begs and pleads for me to pick her up. So, after work, I drove towards where she told me to pick her up. on the way there, she says to pick her up somewhere else and that it’ll be an extra 20 minutes. I said fine. When I get to the new spot, I wait another 15 minutes before finally taking off after she doesn’t answer her phone. The cousin starts texting me. I agree to see her for 60. She said sure, just like a used car salesman. They will say anything to get you on the ...

 The reason I’m not posting new videos to Pornhub is simple and straightforward. When I posted the original videos, the girls in them had licenses that were up-to-date. Since then, one girl’s license has expired and she has not taken the time to get a new updated license or ID card, which is now required for any new videos. So I can’t post any new videos until she gets her shit together and gets an updated license for new content. You may think, “what’s the big deal” but everything with these girls is complicated. I’ve made videos with at least three girls that were afraid their dads her boyfriends would see the videos, so wouldn’t give me permission to post them. One girl who was enthusiastic about the whole thing… Died. Can't show those now.   And the blonde had a change of heart, once her boyfriend got pissed off about it. Not many people like to watch her videos,  so to me it was no big deal. If for any reason a performer doesn’t want the videos posted, I simply ...

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 Not more than six months since my girls departure, I started having sex with her little cousin. That was seven years ago. It's a little late to contemplate now the morality of regularly fucking this girl half my age, but my dick would not allow me to deny what is arguably the greatest pussy to wrap her lips around it. I knew a line had been crossed. To me, it was the equivalent of a runner across the finish line. I don't know how much or little I may have contributed to her life spiraling out of control. She already produced several children, got hooked on drugs, lost her home, her pet, security, and possessions. She's been through one abusive relationship after the next. Her family is no better. The father is a selfish deadbeat, the mother and sister are drug addicts living in a trap house trailer. She has no port in the storm.  None of this is my problem or responsibility. Having her in my home negatively affects my life. There's the conundrum. I spent years with the...

  We both understand each other. She likes money and drugs and I like pussy. Especially hers. I never loved eating pussy so much. Like fine dining at the Royal Palace. when you are with someone long enough, even a prostitute, you develop a rhythm. There is an expectation between the both of you and there is a level of comfort in that. We went to the store just to pick up some shampoo and conditioner. $55 later, she’s happily getting back in the car with a bunch of shit. I tolerate it because it’s fun. I still have to check her on all the dumb shit she tends to grab. Of course, she wanted another hundred to fuck her. Again, I told her do you want that I want to video. She just said you always want a video. It’s amateur shit, but yes I do. Later I mentioned about Pornhub, and she was all for getting an updated license. I think I can finally get her to do it. It’s the only roadblock. The blonde has been asking for $10 here five dollars there, I’m getting kind of sick of it but she app...

 I unintentionally fucked two girls tonight…again. I had something planned with that redhead, picked her up and stopped at a gas station by her place. By some sheer wild coincidence, the brunette was there. I ignored her phone call, So to my surprise she walked right up to me. She had make up on and was looking really good, so I knew something was up. Apparently one of her dates lives around there, and she was waiting for him. she saw the other girl in my car and instantly went into jealousy mode. How can you be possessive when you’re literally there to fuck someone else! It’s simple. She’s a woman. She insisted on coming along with us, and the other girl gave me a look that said what the hell is this? I told her you’re going to get your money either way don’t worry. She shrugged and said OK. She truly doesn’t care either. We drop the brunette at my house. Because I do not trust her, we locked her out on the porch. She did not want to come with us to get something to eat. She wante...

 Is this some kind of strange vanity of mine? Like any porno I don’t really pay any attention to the guy, even if it’s me!  I know I get pissed off at these girls and all the shit they give me but it is relatively mild and very cheap to put up with these women. Especially considering what I get out of it. I think I jerked off three times tonight watching the videos of the cousin. Maybe it’s because I absolutely love fucking her. This was even after I had some $60 whore over here. The short with big tits has been bugging me to fuck her lately. She insists that she doesn’t have sex with anyone else, so maybe I’m doing something right. Who knows?   This girl is very low maintenance. She knows the drill. She doesn’t involve me in the bullshit for her life. She comes over and is undressed before I can even take my shoes off. Cleans herself with a face cloth, then goes straight to the bed. A blow job and a good fuck, and she’s dressed before I can even catch my breath. $60 late...

 Do you think the fly is aware of the spider? Do you think at some point a fly knows that the web is there, but ends up flying into it anyway? After a week, I texted a couple of numbers looking for the Cousin. She finally answered after midnight tonight asking if she could stay over. She just needed $40 to get her through the night. Alarm bells are already going off, and I am fully aware of the scam. At first I just told her I would just give you the money, and you don’t have to come over. She insisted she needed a place to stay. I go over there and I’m pretty sure that her old boyfriend, the one who beat the shit out of her in the tent, was standing on the street corner waiting. Some Asian guy walks out of the house goes up to the car with his hand in his belt asking who I was looking for. I said I was all set and he  pressed it, and I finally told him. He acted surprised, because she wasn’t there! So I drove off. The texts started coming in. She wanted me to come in the hous...

 I have not spoken to the cousin in a week. As far as I know she’s probably back with that loser in the tent. I suppose that’s OK. For every black eye he gives her, I get to give her a load. I didn’t realize this until I looked through the video files I have. I have fucked her A LOT! I have probably contributed a lot to her rapid decline. I know I at least enable it. I will never apologize for sex. I have a dick, and I intend to use it. I am a little disappointed that I didn’t manage to father any of her children. I don’t know if that’s in the cards for me. My doctor says I’m fine but who knows. Pump three out with her Puerto Rican boyfriend, leaves him for beating her only to find another man who’s beats her, probably gonna have his kid.  So, I haven’t heard from her since Monday. But I did spend the night getting to know my 360 camera better. I’ve rendered some videos, and figured out what I needed to play them on my VR headset. I don’t have her ID and permission to share th...

 I have now successfully hooked up with this girl a few times. Each time getting better. This time I ate her out and that pussy is divine. The kind of pussy I could go down all night. She told me she was planning on making more money (ie fucking other men) and didn't want sperm leaking out of her. She wanted me to wear a condom. I don't like condoms. It's hard to maintain a hard-on with it on. So I told her I won't cum inside her, took it off as she was bent over doggy style on the bed, and slid my dick back into her. The view from behind  is phenomenal. I have to get a picture to show you, so you believe me. Porn star ass. Fucked her raw for a while before busting. I always pause before pulling out. Gotta give her a little at least. She's a woman who can't get pregnant, but the lizard part of my brain doesn't know that. Note a bad lay for 60. And that's how you spend a Friday night.  I still felt horny later and managed to jerk off twice to videos of th...

 Only in Bizzaro World can an old bald fat fuck like me get raped but a young sexy blonde willing to roleplay as a schoolgirl. Sickening. However, I had just fucked a Hawaiian girl that looks like a supermodel. No pics, just trust me. No restrictions, and I blew my load like a geyser into her. And for only 60! Less than an hour later, the blonde comes knocking at my door. I didn't want sex. I didn't want to give her any money. But she will never...go...away. She comes in, and fucks me, turning this into a marathon where I'm jerking off into her pussy. Gives "just the tip" a whole new meaning!  She then demanded $100. I find that when girls are like this, it's easier to give in than to argue. I warned her that if she pulls this shit again, she can bang on the door all she wants, I'll stand on the other side and tell her I'm not letting her in.  On top of this, some fat tard called her, apparently one of her dates, saying he saw her on pornhub. She had t...