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Like cancer

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Chaos in seconds. Coffee and drowsiness don't mix.  I've taken to fucking one girl in particular. I don't like her much. Her one redeeming quality is her nice ass. She's terrible on every other front. Let me add two qualities: she's cheap at 40, and knows the deal. Come over, fuck, go back to wherever the hell you came from. Most girls do not know this.  One in fact is currently sleeping in my bed. Justice came buzzing the doorbell and knocking in the middle of the night. She brought a friend. I never answered the door. Around 7 am they returned. More knocking. I finally let them in and they're acting like it's social hour as I'm telling then I wanted to sleep. They head out to the porch for an hour to smoke. I know the friend. A troglodyte and friend of my former girlfriend. I want to be kind, but she's a tick. I told her to return during normal hours. I don't care that she has nowhere to go. She's not someone's to pity. She was left a l...

Being me has it's privileges.

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 you’re probably wondering how I’m doing. I’m gonna assume someone out there cares. I’ve been sleeping late. I’ve been pretty much a couch potato. The outside is a foreign scary dangerous place. I’ve heard many things about it. The big outdoors, The family business flip-flopped between having me on unemployment or just paying me. The matriarch finally decided that she will continue my paycheck, and I will not collect weekly benefits. So I’m being paid to stay home. This will last at least until the beginning of December, After that well who knows? On the women front, they keep coming at me. I have slowed down significantly, but they still ask for money, and they still offer up pussy every day. Unfortunately, I have been steadily fucking them. When I say that it’s hard to say no, I’m not talking about being horny as hell. That’s not it at all. I’m not some teenager that wants it all the time. What I mean is that they don’t take no for an answer. Justice comes over and wants money, s...

They always come back.

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 The second girl that I haven't seen in years has darkened my doorstep. Contacting me on telegram, which I didn't even know was possible, she talked to me by immediately launching into a sob story about how she needs money. Translation: wanna fuck? This was a girl I liked. I trusted her to stay at my place while went to work. I came home to discover half my shit was missing. The courts ordered her to pay several thousand in restitution.  So of course I told her I'd pick her up. We negotiated 80, took her to my place, and I blew my load in her. Took her back home. Very simple. unfortunately, that’s as good as it’s ever going to get between us.

Progress in small steps.

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 I just bought a new hard drive. There's only two girls that I put on the sites. The blonde and Justice. So on this drive, I'm just going to focus on those two. Both the Insta360 VR footage and the regular movies. Then it all goes on the sites. Whatever is rejected, will be out on telegram as special content. these sites will reject for anything. I had a cat walked through the scene and they rejected it for bestiality. So there's a lot I can add, but it all starts with the small step of properly organizing the files. 

It's only a nightmare if you fall asleep.

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Economic downturn

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The gravy train has ended.

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You have to think of prostitution as a raging river. There are so many women and they are all willing to fuck you for money. But they will continue down the river. They will leave you as quick as they came. They are the water. You can go to the river and drink as much water as you want, whenever you want. Some of these women still try to hit me up, but I keep saying no. But eventually, I’ll get horny enough that I will want to fuck one. And when that time comes, and jerking off is just not enough anymore. there will be many women to choose from. Any city is a buffet. Had three women trying to fuck me yesterday. It’s hard to say no. I consider it an accomplishment if I can stop myself from an indulging and fucking all these women. when I get horny, it’s real tempting. Who doesn’t wanna have sex all the time? Justice is back to escorting with her old pimp. Stealing is too risky. She nearly got caught yesterday stealing a bunch of meat from a supermarket. She came over the house and wante...

Not fair.

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 The biggest misconception children have about life is that things should be fair. The biggest obstacle to overcome as an adult is to dispel that ridiculous notion. Nothing in life is fair or guaranteed. There was a particular spider that preyed upon ants. This spider stood perched on a branch above ants busily rushing in either direction along a path. The spider would create a web, hold it, and then snatch up an ant. None of the other ants seemed to notice or care. This is how the world really works. Everyone wants to take from you. Everyone wants to consume you. No one will stop them.  I'm depressed. Sleeping late, not leaving the house on a nice day. Scaring children trick-or-treaters. Well, that last one is just for fun. I'm angry at my family for treating me the way they do. Apathetic at best, and cruel at worst.  And the girls just keep calling. They still request money on cashapp. They still come over unannounced. Calling, texting, hitting me up. "You busy? "Go...