Being me has it's privileges.

 you’re probably wondering how I’m doing. I’m gonna assume someone out there cares. I’ve been sleeping late. I’ve been pretty much a couch potato. The outside is a foreign scary dangerous place. I’ve heard many things about it. The big outdoors, The family business flip-flopped between having me on unemployment or just paying me. The matriarch finally decided that she will continue my paycheck, and I will not collect weekly benefits. So I’m being paid to stay home. This will last at least until the beginning of December, After that well who knows?

On the women front, they keep coming at me. I have slowed down significantly, but they still ask for money, and they still offer up pussy every day. Unfortunately, I have been steadily fucking them. When I say that it’s hard to say no, I’m not talking about being horny as hell. That’s not it at all. I’m not some teenager that wants it all the time. What I mean is that they don’t take no for an answer. Justice comes over and wants money, so I have the teacher that she wants it, she's gonna get fucked. She has to earn it.

what are the girls it’s always the same. They want to see me. I tell them no. Then they ask for money. They always ask for money. Some of them ask for like $20 $40, I have one that asks for $10, another one will ask for four or five dollars and then get pissed when I tell her no. none of them understand that think they can just call me and get free money. Somewhere along the line I made this mistake. I was earning well enough and didn’t care. I let the leash out too much. Now they feel entitled to call me and treat me like an ATM. I seem to have developed a reputation among these women as someone who is generous enough to give them a few bucks when they need it. Fucking me is almost an afterthought for them. they don’t mind at all like it’s some kind of bonus. Many tell me that they don’t think of it as prostitution with me. They just think I’m helping them out and they don’t mind giving me a little. I think they feel this way because we’ve had a sexual relationship for a long time, and it’s not all based on strictly money. This is just an illusion. If I were to fuck them and not pay them, you would see them turn around real fast. I suppose it’s like a kid with an allowance. They expected an allowance, and you might get them to do chores around the house. Whether they do their chores or not, they expect that allowance.

I continue to see these women. At least for now, I can afford it. for any of you willing to do this kind of thing, you have have to do it within a budget. that means flat out, ignoring them at times. they are human beings and don’t like to be ignored, but they also don’t like hearing no. No means no. In this case no means no more money. But you’re saying that to women who think you always have money. Just like a child who wants his allowance.