The future is uncertain.

 I recently lost my job. Now I'm in limbo. With a bimbo constantly harassing me to give her money. Justice is relentless in constantly arguing with me over getting as much as she can out of me for the videos I post. Her constant harassment is overwhelming. She's a complete junkie now and she's in a frame of mind to beg, borrow, steal by any means necessary. The path with least resistance is me, and so she constantly asks for more and more money. I told her this month I could give her $20 per day rather than a lump sum. The lump sum payments don’t work because she takes that lump sum and blows it in one day and then comes by the next day demanding to do dates or just straight up asking for more. 

The strategy I employing this month doesn’t seem to be working either. She keeps asking for $100, $200, saying that she needs more and more and more. Of course, no matter what I give her she will blow it within a day and then be back asking for more money. She will buzz the door incessantly, scream yell, fight to the point where I'm threatening to call the police on her. It's too much and I don't know how to deal with this new problem.

I never should’ve promised her half. Even that wasn’t enough. She thinks she deserves all of it. Even the money I set aside for taxes. She’s fucking deranged.

And on top of my own personal problems, I no longer have the ability to sustain her habit. Though I never really did have that ability because her habit is out of control. She will use as much as she possibly can. Nothing is ever enough for an addict.

So, every week or so she’ll come by bugging me for money. Every month or social fight with me over trying to get as much as she can. Then she slink off and try to get money from anyone else any way possible. stealing, escorting, lying. I’m just one piece of her fucked up puzzle.