Like cancer

Chaos in seconds.

Coffee and drowsiness don't mix.

 I've taken to fucking one girl in particular. I don't like her much. Her one redeeming quality is her nice ass. She's terrible on every other front. Let me add two qualities: she's cheap at 40, and knows the deal. Come over, fuck, go back to wherever the hell you came from. Most girls do not know this. 

One in fact is currently sleeping in my bed. Justice came buzzing the doorbell and knocking in the middle of the night. She brought a friend. I never answered the door. Around 7 am they returned. More knocking. I finally let them in and they're acting like it's social hour as I'm telling then I wanted to sleep. They head out to the porch for an hour to smoke. I know the friend. A troglodyte and friend of my former girlfriend. I want to be kind, but she's a tick. I told her to return during normal hours. I don't care that she has nowhere to go. She's not someone's to pity. She was left a large trust by her father that would have given a monthly stipend for the rest of her life. Instead, she squandered it for drugs and is now penniless. 

Meanwhile, Justice helps herself to some coffee and sits on my spot on the couch. She's drowsy. I tell her not to spill it. She spills it. What next is exactly why I hate her. Out comes the narcissist. Deflect blame. Argue. Act like it's no big deal. Oh you have things on the couch to protect it. You can wash the blanket. It's no big deal. All nonsense. If you’re gonna be with a girl like this, do not let them get away with anything ever will take a mile for every inch you give. 

At this point, I flipped out just enough to get the friend out. She went to bed instead of taking a shower when she wanted without even asking, of course. and I’m back on the couch trying to wake up for lost time.

she’s gonna try to get money out of me later, but I don’t wanna fuck her. obviously, there’s a great opportunities for videos, but I’m just not up for it. i’ve been organizing my files though and I have a whole lot of material already so there’s no hurry. Especially since this bitch is not going anywhere..