All living organisms, as we are taught in biology 101, MUST fuck. The very definition of life includes the ability and need to reproduce. Most of the time I can suppress this base urge, but today, I gave in to that need.  I was exchanging texts with Sunshine, as we will call her today, who wanted me to get her at the park. What park? She took too long to respond and I had already made it home. She said she'd take a bus. It would be a couple hours.  So I got on my Meta headset and saw on a chat site my favorite slut. I immediately got hard, texted her back, and told her I would brave the shitty traffic to come get her.  Sunshine is easygoing, not expensive, doesn't complain, and you can fuck as hard and as long as you like. She was hungry and tired. Fell asleep in the park earlier. I picked her up, brought her home, she wolfed down a BK burger, laid on the bed, and let me have my way with her. I tried making a video, but it was half assed since she needs an updated I...

The proper environment to raise a hillbilly crack baby.  She came over tonight, even though I told her I don't want to enable her by handing over $100. I think you are already becoming bored with the knowledge that you know where this is headed. It’s the same every time. Now she says she’s six months pregnant… She thinks she’s very unwilling to tell me or even discuss anything about it. She does, however look very sexy. Thick thighs nice booty. Her tits are filled out.  So she comes over, after I pick up something for her to eat. She sleeps in the car, then goes out on the porch and sleeps out there for a good couple hours. Then she comes in and takes a  bath for an hour. She tries to say that she wants to go and doesn’t wanna do anything but still wants the fuckin money. No dice. I turned on the Insta360, and dogged her from behind. I know it should be blessed in a good one on her face, but I always end up never pulling out. You think I would’ve learned my lesson by now....

 I guess she wasn't lying when she told me back in March. The only question is who's the dad? Where's Maury when you need him? I've been fucking her for seven years. I have my doubts. But hey, we're one test away from being a happy family! 👌💀. At any rate, she said December/January and that it's a boy. I wanted my life to change. We'll see where this goes. I'm thrilled at the idea of being a father. No idea if I am the father. I picked her up today. Got her $40 worth of vape anda drink, then a bunch of crap at a small store for another $45. We came back to my place, and she immediately started smoking Fetty on the porch. I said something about it, but knew I couldn't do anything about it. So I played with her tits and tried getting her pants off. She went into the bathroom shortly after to do what girls do in bathrooms. She knows she's gonna have to give me some ass when she gets out. I might come on here face this time and slip it back in her ...

I came home to find justice waiting at the door. She has been there for a couple of hours she said. Don’t think it’s because of me lately. She’s been robbing the stores around town and she comes to my place to hide. This accountd for her urgency in calling to inquire when I would arrive home. while here she went about her usual routine, which does not involve me at all spending time on the porch, in the bathroom, etc. Her narcissism does not allow her to ever admit that she has done something wrong. She knew she was upsetting me. Narcissist love to play with a form of whataboutism.  I was a no mood for the blame game. She wanted to go to a nicer restaurant, but we settled on Burger King. Afterwards I bought a pack of cigarettes for her, drove her to her fence, and then to drop her off at her dealer. She wanted me to give her another $20, Saying she would rather have that than the food and cigarettes. I said, "you're welcome!" "I’m not saying thank you. Fuck you you p...

I seek approval and I'm getting it! Faphouse, xHampster, and Pornhub. 2/3 so far, and almost done on the third. I'll start rendering and loading more vids as I go. Now that I can publish these, I have a lot of videos to post. I am reaching the point of no return. Free views, or subscriptions. Faphouse looks easy and turnkey. There's a lot of options to consider. I wish I knew more about this sort of thing. 

 This woman will never let me meet and date a normal woman. How can I when girls randomly show up at my door demanding money for sex? Three so far continue to do this. I have managed to stem the frequency to rarely occurring, but last night she was at my door demanding entry, The Cousin was texting, Anda girl I haven't seen in a while started texting again that she wants me to come get her. I definitely would be fucking the old flame, but Justice is currently on the couch. I already know we are going to fuck for a second time later, so the new girl will have to wait. Something none of them like to do. I just tell them I'm busy with family. I don't tell them I'm trying to expand the family line. 

Many of the girls out here don’t care about anyone else’s problems. In fact, they probably never even crosses their mind. I got a phone call from Justice. She said she was cold, with a friend, and needed me to pick her up. Now, before I go any further with with the story, understand that it took me a while to work out just what she was saying to me. Forgetting rule number one, the one being that drugs come first, and that she is a street whore, it did not dawn on me that she just wanted to come over and do a date for money. Keep this in mind as the story progresses.  I knew her friend. I fucked her friend. She got in the car while Justice was having a blazingly fast conversation with two other guys standing there. I couldn’t understand a word of it, but it just was that they were trying to get some drugs off her. I told her to hurry up and get in the car. She was yakking and sounded pissed as she got into the car and then the focus of that anger laid on me. When she’s angry with so...

 This bitch took all night. Blew me off for hours. Then finally,  promised to come out, get in the car, and raw dog fuck me doggie style on the bed. Unfortunately, she doesn't want any videos, and would like to stay anonymous. I snuck in a pic of her porn star ass, but her problem is that she shows up constantly and furiously typing away at her phone, never looking up from the screen. Took her pants off, didn't like my hands roaming, no kisses or affection, just got into the doggie position and waited till I was done. Whatever, it's such a great ass. Pumped my load into her, then watched it drip out of her snatch and run down her legs. Not bad for 60. good pussy, horrible woman. And how'd I meet this bitch? Friend of a friend. Whores and addicts are all part of a network. You meet one, you will eventually meet them all. 

 she was going to go and fuck that guy no matter what. She came over unannounced and I told her I wasn’t gonna give her any money. She immediately with the Plan B and set up a date with another guy right in front of me. An argument ensued. just tell me how she didn’t wanna have sex, wasn’t interested in it. She just wanted to stay on my porch because she can’t smoke indoors. I was welcome to go out there with her and freeze. I told her no one needs to smoke that much, but she likes to have her own space. My old girlfriend was the same way. Girls just go out to the porch and stay there, except to visit the bathroom and lock themselves in there for a while. A couple of nights ago I tried taking a video but my God it was bad. She just lied there completely uninterested. Well, you can’t hit a home run every time. I’ve kept myself from fucking other girls, but mostly do economics. I’m trying to save a buck. I also knew that the minute she said another guy was lined up who wanted to see ...

 I worked a long day, picked up my now pregnant and super sexy Cousin, and just got out of the shower. She’s in their soaking that sweet ass getting it ready for me. I’m on the couch waiting with my cameras ready to record us. I’ll try to get that money shot of my sperm leaking out of her pussy. I got a video Monday of that skinny girl with the belly button tattoo, and another video of the blonde yesterday. Justice has been calling but I don’t like her attitude lately.  I tried posting vids to xhampster and faphouse. They both rejected my vids. The first rejected one video because of the cats, and I haven’t bothered to repost, because I’m a lazy amateur. The second because they wanted more paperwork. I think I’ve decided to set up a payment plan on Telegram and release my videos there. The VR videos are a toss up of whatever webpage can host those massive files. I have a couple in mind.  Keep in mind that the VR videos will probably show my face, which is something you do...

 I hear the buzzer. I let her in. She goes out on the porch. She stays there till morning. No fooling around. I drop her off.  A day passes.  I get home from work, play on the phone, lie on the couch. I hear that familiar high pitched, nasal ranting outside the window. She’s at the door with her friend, a homeless cripple. They have a ton of stolen items in the hallway and a mountain bike.  She insists the items were not stolen, and that they had a receipt. I didn’t press further. Why bother? I called a Spanish cab for them. The lower tier Uber/taxi. She came upstairs. She went out onto the porch. She smoked crack. She used a pen of mine to push it. I was pissed she didn't ask. That pen was given to me by the doctor's office that performed my eye surgery years ago. Instead of apologizing, she acted upset, inconvenienced, and annoyed that I made such a big deal over nothing. This is gaslighting by a narcissist. Never put up with this. She put it back together and hand...

 She acts innocent. She gives her reasons and excuses. She'll argue. Like any narcissist, she is incapable of admitting that she is wrong or at fault in any way, to the point of a full blown argument. Yet, there she stands, after four days, acting as if she just stepped out for a moment. She said she was at another man's house. Sam. They have a strange arrangement. She says they are not sexual. The man has a woman. He spends most of the time over there. She takes care of the house. He's a dealer. She does whatever is required.! Cleaning, stealing for him, babysitting, etc. I don't believe a word of here lies.  She says she's coming over. Called on the phone first. I felt she would show up at the door no matter what answer was given. It was 11:30 at night. "Are you going out on that porch again? Cause I swear!..," "I'm just going or to smoke a cigarette!" Two hours later, wrapped in a blanket, she's still out there complaining of the cold....

 I enter the new month without a word from Justice. The same day I was visited by the Cousin, Justice had earlier graced me with a quickie, before taking off to seek her fortunes elsewhere. I gave her 40 or 60, I don't remember. That night when the Cousin showed up unannounced, she came in, and the usual happened. Trashed the place, did drugs, spent at least an hour with the water running in the bathroom, all the usual eccentricities. I'm divided on her lack of respect. On the one hand, it's a major annoyance to me, but on the other, this is an oasis, like a free hotel room where creating a mess relaxes her. The rude bitch. The girl maintains odd and infuriating behaviors, such as filling a mug half way with hair conditioner, or mixing into a lovingly prepared meal several large teaspoons of mayonnaise. Girls tend to use up and take anything they think it's easily replaceable, with the though they it's no big deal. Well, then! Let her go all the way to Walmart and g...