you can’t argue with simple economics.



 she was going to go and fuck that guy no matter what. She came over unannounced and I told her I wasn’t gonna give her any money. She immediately with the Plan B and set up a date with another guy right in front of me. An argument ensued. just tell me how she didn’t wanna have sex, wasn’t interested in it. She just wanted to stay on my porch because she can’t smoke indoors. I was welcome to go out there with her and freeze. I told her no one needs to smoke that much, but she likes to have her own space. My old girlfriend was the same way. Girls just go out to the porch and stay there, except to visit the bathroom and lock themselves in there for a while. A couple of nights ago I tried taking a video but my God it was bad. She just lied there completely uninterested. Well, you can’t hit a home run every time. I’ve kept myself from fucking other girls, but mostly do economics. I’m trying to save a buck. I also knew that the minute she said another guy was lined up who wanted to see her nothing would stop her from leaving, So I thought well you’re not gonna get my goddamn money. You’re gonna go fuck this guy, you’re gonna do it without my money! I know what she is, but in the lizard part of my brain, it still bothers me I think what really bothers me is that I know she will never change that I should expect nothing different, that she is a whore that will spread her legs for anybody with enough money and that will never change.

The Cousin has been trying to get a hold of me, but I’ve been ignoring her. Starting to wonder if she’s even pregnant. Too many lies. Last time she came over it was just to do a date. She really does have the mind of a child.




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