Some of these girls… Everyone of these girls forget that this cost money. So the roles are reversed. They come after me and I’m the one who rejects them. Everyone reading this most likely grew up in the traditional sense that a man will hit on a woman and she will be the one to decide whether or not she wants him. It is the man who pursues the woman. When you put money to anything it changes. A high school football game can be high stakes if there’s money involved. You can bet on snails racing, it doesn’t even matter. So when I got two phone calls today from girls wanting to see me, and I had just woke up and didn’t feel like it, I turned them down in as nice a way as possible. The first girl gave me another sob story that she spent the night outside and was calling me from a broken phone plugged into an outlet of an ATM. If I don’t come and pick her up she will wander around for the rest of the day not knowing what to do. Her birthday was two days ago and it was miserable. I would lik...

Having sex with someone who lives in a tent is not something we aspire to as hopeful children. We all grew up thinking we will meet that special someone and live happily ever after. Somewhere along the way, if you got a hot chick willing to fuck you in a dingy basement on a dirty mattress, your dick will be out quicker than she can lay down. I went to her tent to see if she wanted to spend the night out of the rain at my place. She offered to fuck me for 60, so we banged in the tent after she did a bit of dope and crack. we got dressed and she had to go and find more, so I ended up dropping her off. This is how it goes. Why do I do it? She has a great ass. That’s it. That’s the reason. I can probably come up with more, but why bullshit you? Another great Friday night. I'm gonna die alone. 

 Anticipation is the whole key to life. In the moment, I'm anticipating fucking the ever living shit out of the cousin. Mid 20s, three kids, a banging body, and is currently in my shower with me locked out of the bathroom and on the bed waiting to see how much cum I can unload into her pussy. There's never a time I won't cum in her. I won't splatter her face, or jizz on her beautiful tits. No, the girl is always too creampie this sweet honey. Even though she just had her third no too long ago. That feels like a small betrayal. I've given so much effort and sperm to that uterus.  I may or may not make a video. See how she feels about it. I'll update this later with details. Safe to say, she'll get out of the shower, we will fuck, and I'll get to smile when she complains that my cum is dripping out of her pussy.  Update: unbelievable. Things are getting out of hand. The brunette was oner my house waiting for me! On top of that, two more women called. The s...

What to do with a fatty? This girl keeps calling, but she's a real pain. Finally broke down and picked her up. Already she's doing dumb shit. Said she was waiting. Couldn't find her, then she's in the park. She wanted me to drive to the park instead of her meeting me where she said she would be. I was ready to drive off if she had not shown up at the last second. And there she was. It's been months since I've seen her. She popped out a new kid back in May, which was immediate taken by the state. She said she's been in a program for a year, which is dubious. She put on the weight, but if she's getting into my car, she's obviously using again. She put on some pounds. Still has a nice pussy...I hope. So we will see. Too late to drive off now.  Now I'm stuck on my porch with a fat, cranky bitch. Ended up fucking her. We’ve had sex plenty of times. Not the greatest but it’s OK. Being between the legs of a fat girl isn’t all that big a deal anyway. Rid...

 The blonde just knocked on my door, raped me, hit me up for 60, wanted 80 of course. Then rushed me, and ran off. Now in a normal world, a guy would love it if a hot young blonde showed up at his door wanting to fuck. However, if you’re not in the mood, tired, and don’t want to pay then it becomes anything but fun. On top of that she doesn’t even rev my engines. She just comes over to get money as quickly as possible. I had a feeling she  was gonna pull this. She called me earlier to see if I was home. I fucking hate when they just show up like that, especially when I told him I’m not in the mood.

 But my wallet is in my pants. If they want my wallet, the gets what's in my pants. I turned down three girls who called wanting to hook up today. The fourth came and buzzed the door till I let her in. Jamie, crystal, and Sara all wanted to fuck me. Well, one said her tent was leaking and she needed $40 to stay somewhere. I turned her down because if she was a friend she would’ve asked to crash on my couch. I didn’t buy the whole $40 bullshit. Usually when I a phone call from some bitch saying they’re fucked, you offer them a place to stay for the night. She didn't ask that. Instead, this bitch  1.)  Presented her problem 2.) Offered her own solution That's the breakdown. when someone asks for your help, they tell you what the problem is and let you think about how to help them. You decide the best course of action for you to take. Girls try this shit all the time. They just need a couple of bucks here they just need a couple of bucks there. Don’t give them a fucking dime...

 Riding the circus driving around in route were you know hookers tend to congregate. I saw one who gives blowjobs but I don’t want one from her even though she’s cheap. I want good pussy. Drove a couple of main routes, saw nothing, then the hookers we out on force on the main strip. One who knows me well wanted to do a date, but she's a lousy lay. Less the on her phone bitching the whole time.  There was a hot woman, a bit older that gave me the eye, but I didn't pull over right away, when I looped around she was gone. I’m driving slowly like this trying to find one that I like because I don’t want to go see that blonde. She wants to see me but I just don’t like having sex with her. Meanwhile the other one that always shows up at my house wanted to come over finally, but I don’t really want to see her either.  I’m not necessarily looking for strange, I think I’m just in a mood I don’t wanna deal with these bitches. Ended up fucking the blonde for 80. Took her home, gave h...

 I went to see the one in the tent today. She didn't want to fuck, and said come back later that night. We will do a date then. After a bit I went off to do my thing, various errands. Later I was hungry, so I got something for the both of us. I thought she might like a hug meal to eat. I was right. I brought it to her tent, And we both ate it. But then she said she was too full to fuck. Instead she wanted to get high and shoot herself full of dope. Then she said come by tomorrow we can do a date. At this point I don’t really care. She’s cute but I can fuck anybody. And she’s on really hard times sleeping in a tent. I have to keep someone like this at arms length because she uses drugs. But I always liked her, and I always like talking with her. So this is kind of as close to a friendship as you can get. A kind of no pressure, friends with benefits kind of thing. Sex is just a primal urge, wired into us, not some end all be all of existence.

 When one fails, another charges. The first girl today in the tent didn’t want to fuck. But she got me fucking horny, so I knew I  would fuck another girl. I even got a bit a video, except that I get so into fucking this one that I put the camera down.

 She's so hot. It starts out innocent enough. But a man gets horny! Wouldn't put our tonight. Has her reasons I guess. Said we will do a date tomorrow. I came by cause she wasn't answering her phone. She returned it and didn’t set up a new phone that she exchanged. We went to a store to pick up a few things and I spent like 20 bucks. When we got back to her tent I started groping her. She got me all worked up just sitting there. But now that she doesn’t want to fuck, I’m gonna find someone else to fuck. I can’t flat out tell them that it’s either them or someone else. But I got a hold of that other young girl. She doesn’t know it, but when we get together later I'm gonna unload a huge cumshot in her. My balls are aching from being teased. 

 She wasn’t standing by the door, buzzing till I let her in. She actually managed to call first. She found some locals with a phone. By locals I mean a couple that were signing by a nearby signal light intersection. She said she would come over for only $40. True to her word, she came over, took a shower, and then fucked me. However, she started her shit. "Well...I need more than 40, and could you get me cigarettes, and can we stop by Burger King..." you get the idea. Unfortunately for her, loverboy called me looking for her, saying that he was close by and only managed to scrape up five dollars. After a brief argument, she hung up and soon left to deal with the boyfriend who is completely reliant upon her to get him high, or as they now say: to get him off E. (Empty) She only got $40.

 I was thinking, this Pornhub thing I'm doing comes easy because I can fuck whores every day. This other girl doesn't see sex the same way. She's the second one I know that tried her hand at making videos. She has an Onlyfans, but if she's hitting me up for gas money, and telling me that she doesn't fuck for less than $300, well best of luck I guess. But he vids are boring. She has one product, her couscous.  All I have to do is hit record on my iphone and get their permission to share it. But my point is that video or not, I fuck whores every day. That won't change. So what I'm sharing is authentic. It's me fucking hookers. Kinda simple. So, is interesting to hear from the perspective of other men who either don't know how or can't fuck any random prostitutes that get their dick hard. I guess I'm lucky in that respect. 

 What is it they say about the best laid plans? That’s right, they all go to shit. first she was asking for money for food and gas or something. I said talk to me in the morning. So if she’s texting in the morning that she needs $45. After making sure that it was her, I sent the money in good faith. She also sent me a few videos that were nice to watch. she was supposed to meet me later that day around 5 PM. But then, she said she needed money for medication. $37. That’s when I knew it was bullshit. Now she could’ve been telling the truth, but that’s not the whole truth is it? No, she said she needed $45 and then would see me later that day. She never mentioned anything about another $37 or needing money for medication. Oh well. That’s the cost of doing business, but you need to know when to quit. When she said she doesn’t normally see anybody for less than $300 , that’s total bullshit. Otherwise she would’ve been seeing someone else for $300! Classic sales tactic. Besides I didn’t...

 Having not talked to this girl in a while, we got on the subject of her wanting me to give her money. I knew she had an only fans page, so I brought up porn hub. She’s all for it, and even wants to come over tomorrow to maybe make some videos with me. we have fucked in the past, and she was OK. Lots of tattoos, really young, great tits and ass. I was fucking her sister first for a while, but I’ve no problems busting loads in her either. She says he just got her tubes tied. Normally I kind of lose interest in a girl like that. I like the idea that one day I could be a father. So I blow my load and these girls and see what happens. So far nothing. I’ll get this girl going though. Throw up some videos for  her. I went and saw a girl I haven’t fucked for a while tonight. She’s an escort. At least these days. We’ve had a long history. We talked for a little bit, she lubed it up a little, and I pounded her till I was done. Simple late night shit because I couldn’t sleep.

 Who doesn’t want to make a buck? That’s not why I started all this. The porn hub thing was to pass the time until that bitch got out of jail. This blog was an easy way to explain a lot of questions asked without having to deal with the mental gymnastics of Pornhub’s banned words bullshit in private messages.  However, you're not really gonna make a lot of money putting videos up on porn hub. See a bit of potential here. Everyone else on porn hub is just pretty much giving you a trailer or preview videos that you can see in full on other sites. So it’s like Onlyfans or their main website or whatever bullshit. All of these sites now seem to have your grandmother in charge of what content is available. This really takes the fun out of it all. I like nasty shit once in a while. seriously folks, what’s wrong with watching some girl fuck a horse, or gang raping a sleeping midget? You seriously can’t watch someone get stabbed?  Let me explain to you all how hypocritical and stu...

 The minute I wake up from a nap I notice a message on my phone. It's from a girl I have not seen in a long time. She is short with big tits. She’s really sexy, but once I got her in bed I reminded myself why I didn’t like being with her. She always acts like I’m stabbing her to death. She squeezes me with her legs as if to push me away and moans in pain. A sadistic rapist would get off on this, but I am the opposite. It makes me lose my hard-on. After going soft, it took a lot of mental gymnastics to get myself going again. Eventually, I was able to get there. She keeps insisting that it doesn’t hurt and that she is enjoying it, she just has a way of expressing it. I believe her, but I like a girl that looks like she’s into it. I’ve been with a few girls that are like this. It's just how they are wired. So, I try to look past it and not see them too often.

 Came again this morning. She said that she was going to bring her friend over later, and then she just wanted to help clean the house and take a shower. Well that didn’t work out. Fucked her again in the bathroom. Meanwhile, her shithead boyfriend kept blowing up my phone because he was sick and hadn’t seen her all day. He relies on her to get high. I'm not the richest man in the world. She's gotta stop tapping the well!

 Getting caught can be embarrassing at the least, and troublesome legally at most. I have been fortunate over the years. There has only been a few incidents where another car shows up as I'm stark naked, pounding away on some hooker. I was down a dirt utility roads, and those guys, after a long day, rode up and saw a clear view of my oscillating ass. I don’t think they minded so much when they saw me jump off and got a nice clear view of the blonde I was banging. I hopped in the driver seat and drove off. I was in a part of town that had a lot of factories. I thought one was abandoned. If you bang a girl right they always want to take a piss after. I have this really sexy brunette and pounded doggy style in the passenger seat. she jumped out of the car after and take a piss right then and there. That’s when the owner showed up trying to sell the place to prospective customers. He was really pissed and even almost called the police. I told her to walk away, and gave some bullshit st...

 It’s late at night and I can’t sleep…again. My dick is rock hard, but there’s no one next to me to fuck. I already fucked a whore earlier, but my dick is hard again. I suppose I could jack off, but that takes me forever. It’s not like when I was a teenager. My dick knows the difference between my hand and pussy. And my dick wants pussy. Always. And it sucks. Just a constant desire to rut with women like some feral animal.  I can feel the concave indentation of my bed reminding me of all the sexual escapades that bears replacing this mattress. I’ve learned to keep a mattress protector on. The most extreme example of this was a girl that lost control while riding me cowgirl and sprayed diarrhea all over my bed. She may have been dope sick at the time. The details are a bit fuzzy. All that I really remember is her running into the bathroom in shame and embarrassment, and  me calmly replacing the bedsheets, completely unfased. She didn’t know that the bed protector was on th...

  The brunette and the cousin. I got short videos of each. The cousin keeps stalling on her ID for porrnhub. That's ok. I'm patient. I made plans to see the cousin after work, but then there was radio silence.  Annoyed at this, I went to the plaza the brunette frequents. Sure enough, as I was getting money from an ATM, she shows up. She apologized for acting psycho the other night. It was a thin apology. She was sick. Remember the first rule? She would have told me anything to get off E!  It didn't take long to patch things up. After she briefly talked with her boyfriend, who showed up to give her something, we drove off to my place. Her boyfriend and I have an understanding. I take her for an hour or two, and I bring her back with some money. This system works. For all of us.  I only lived a couple miles down the road, but that didn't stop her from giving some fantastic road head. We went upstairs and I filmed most of the encounter. My problem is that I keep putting...

 The mother was racing over a sea of large rocks, deep in the forest. Running as fast as her legs could carry her. She has her babies bundled up in a tight pouch behind her, dragging them along as fast as she could manage. She was terrified. This was a primal fear. One she has never experienced. This was an unwelcome feeling. She and her babies were being chased. Her pursuers wanted to kill her.  There was an observer watching this race for her life unfold. He focused his camera upon her as she tried in vain to escape the hoarde ravaging everything in their path. The observer did nothing. He couldn't. To observe objectively means that one cannot interfere. One can only watch, and accept the outcome.  In sports, there is always a winner and a loser. In gambling, the same. In Nature, this is even more so. One must win, and one must lose. One survives, and one dies. The rule of nature is that in order for one to live, something must die. We eat the dead to live. We kill to l...

 Driving down Main St, I was tempted to pick up at least two hookers. I had to drop something off nearby for work. Getting one of them would be the easy part. Dealing with them is another matter. I had to ask myself if I had time to cater to them before work. First there's the actual act. But then they may want more money, try to use your phone, try to steal something, cause a scene, argue, have you drive them somewhere, or pick something up. All are bad scenarios. Besides, I hate the old fashioned way of picking up a street whore. It brings me back to how this all started. Boredom.  There are inherent risks associated with picking up street whores. Get the thought out of your head that it will go smoothly, you'll get along, find a nice secluded spot, have amazing sex, and drop her off smiling with a few bucks in her pocket.  This is a best case scenario, and usually is what happens without a hitch. But like a car that's blown a flat tire, you better be prepared for when ...

 All it takes is one bad night. The cousin never answered me. Soo I went and picked up the blonde. We decided to go back to my place. The brunette was waiting.  I can't decide which of these pics I like better. The straight Stanley Kubrick Shining one, or the twisted John Carpenter Halloween one. The beauty of porno is that is the farthest you can get from reality. In this case, two overbearing cunts.  Now, in Pornoland, these two would dyke it out and help me achieve an explosive orgasm. Nope. The brunette went out onto the porch and smoked crack telling me she's gonna get her money. Meaning she comes over unannounced WAY TOO OFTEN, and politely demands I give her money. Whether I fuck her or not. Whether I want to or not. Well, after tonight, that's OVER. This trashy whore is only ever here to get money, so that she can then go meet up with her boyfriend and get high  together. I never had any illusions that this bitch was affectionate or caring in any way, but dem...

 In bad weather, it’s my guess that men don’t want to go and monger. That’s when I get a lot of phone calls. As you know I won’t use names, and so I guess I’ll have to use designations. First, the blonde wanted me to come get her. on my way to her I got a call from the brunette. She wanted me to pick up her and her friend. I switched course, and headed to her. On the way to her, I got a call from the Cousin. I love fucking this one. I was going to pick up the brunette, But she wasn’t there. So I went home. The minute I got home, she called and said she was waiting for me. I went back and pick her up, but now she said she had to go meet her boyfriend to get a 20 for her other friend who was hurting. So we drove down the street, she left her bags in the car, and got out to talk with her boyfriend. By now, I’m pretty fed up. There were two sexy girls standing there. One was a real sexy Dominican. The brunette walks off with her boyfriend and I don’t know where they went. But now I don...

 Here I sit, eating alone in a booth for two at a busy local diner, with the Beatles blaring out of the speakers of an old juke box wondering why I'm compelled to have sex at every opportunity. I think it's because I wanted girls in high school, but they wouldn't date me. Now they are all old, used up, and regretting the choices they made. I do pretty well in life. I just can't get women to date me. I was passed over. That shatters a man's ego. If I didn't fuck drug addicts and hookers, I'd never get laid. Normal women only say yes to the best available they can find. I'm in a city filled with bearded alpha males. Guys who will alter their appearance to mimic the latest Chad fashions in masculinity. I never chased that rat race. I will never have to, because I now know that pussy is not special. It's just hard to get the pussy you want. There's plenty out there. Kind of like trying to get good seats at concert. You all get to sit down, just not w...

 Didn't want her around to do a date. She showed up anyway. Won't leave without money. So, now I gotta fuck her. She wants her friend to come over too. She was telling me her friend can't come up with any money. I'm going to fuck her friend too. That pussy cannot be allowed to stay dry. See if I can knock her up before her boyfriend gets back from rehab. I'm always trying to get these girls pregnant.  Ok, some time passed. Her friend didn't come over, but I managed to cum in her 2 or 3 times. I'm not even sure! I did get a video, I kept stopping and starting it because I'd put it down to concentrate on her. A flaw of self made videos. A POV video is just a guy with a camera. She wanted $80. Whatever. I made sure to fuck her good, and dropped her right off to her boyfriend. He kept calling. That was her signal that their dealer was gonna visit soon. 

 I hear it's fucking in tents! Haw haw! But seriously, I fucked her in her tent. I passed up a twosome with the main girl and her friend with the nice tits for this sweet piece of ass. She and I had sex plenty of times, but it's been a while and she said she didn't want to do dates. So on my second visit to her tent, she started nodding off after shooting up. I kept her lucid enough to play with the sexy panties she had on. It didn't take much to get her in the mood. After they shoot up, they are much more willing. She was still holding out. "You can't afford it!" "How much?" "One hundred." "Ok, done." The  panties dropped to the floor of the tent, and she started sucking me off. Some sideways action, then I pinned her down and busted a Franklin's worth of hot mix in her.  Ahh, another fun Friday night. 

 A couple approached me about actually meeting me. That's interesting. They're sexy too. If some cuck don't mind me wearing out her pussy, I think it could be a good time. She's built like a porn star. I think it would be fun to order them around. Sit there and direct him. Tell him how to fuck his wife. Hehe. After I'm done with her of course. I've double teamed girls in the past. It's a lot of fun. They get filled up and worn out quick. This brings all kinds of ideas to mind. Like making him wait outside then allowing him to come in halfway through.  This may be a too good to be true thing, but let me fantasize on it for a while.

 This one girl does it and I let her get away with it. Picked her up again today, took her out to a nice spot by the lake, and got a video of me banging her. I didn’t get her to sign off on the ID so no porn hub yet for her. 60! 100! ...80! 100!....100. 🙄