The blue pill epidemic. Know enemies from friends!

 I have made a conscious choice to include videos where I’m not hard and ready to go. One, because the girls were great and the videos were good. Two, there’s too much testosterone in the world, too much bravado, and what we would now call toxic masculinity. The Andrew Tates of the world. Males always feel like they have to dominate each other in order to get a female. You see this through throughout the animal kingdom and we are no different.

Every male in a porn video be gay or straight, or whatever has the same problem. When their partner is ready to go, in this case we will use a female for an example, they have to be hard and ready to go on a moments notice. Even old men. As one group of porn actors known as the blue pill men. This is a social structure. You would feel less of a man if you cannot immediately perform and pile drive them with her a raging hard on. I saw an interview with some poor kid, supposedly Bonnie Blue's boyfriend. It could be anyone with her. The pressure is to perform. You see this throughout the industry. It is commonly known that blue pills are now essential for men to hide the fact that they’re not machines. 

Of course, it’s all bullshit. We are human beings. We do not stand at attention like soldiers the minute a girl walks into a room. Including my videos where I’m not immediately hard and ready to go reflect on how people react to them. on the one hand, I wanna be like Ron Jeremy. He’s a fat ugly man that gets hot chicks. So you watch him thinking that you can do the same or better. There’s a certain comfort of knowing That if you’re old fat or ugly, you can still get a hot chick to bang you. But in all of those videos with all of those different representing people, the one thing that remains is that they must have a hard dick ready to go at a moments notice. 

I don’t want to see the market flooded with soft dicks. But I would like to see a girl earn that hard on. I’d also like to see men say you don’t have to bang them like crazy. There’s plenty of other ways to please women. 

I make amateur videos. I’m not a professional. I don’t use a studio and I don’t use pills. Most of my encounters are opportunistic. If the girls are ready to go, I have a camera handy. And then whatever happens happens. I can easily edit all of my videos to make it seem as if I’m another male performer with a hard dick ready to go at a moment notice, But that just doesn’t sit right with me. It’s not realistic at all. Every time you watch a porn video where the guy just pounding away with a giant rock hard dick, it looks fake to me. In my experience, girls don’t like big dicks. I don’t think I have a giant dick, but I’ve been told I’m on the bigger side. Girls like smaller dicks. Sometimes it’s been a problem for me. I have the desire to pound away at them, but it just hurts them. Nothing softens a dick more than a girl screaming in pain. It’s just not my thing. But I digress. If you see me in a video where I’m not rock hard, know that it’s intentional. I wanted to look realistic. I also want someone thinking that if they were there, they would be banging her like crazy. I think it’s a nice feeling to watch a video thinking, "if you could just shove him aside and fuck her." I kinda like the videos where I’m jerking off into her pussy. I’ve learned that I can sometimes come twice without them, knowing. I blow a load and just keep fucking them, and then I jerk off some more and when I'm about to cum again, I slide back in for another load. A kind of two for one deal on these sluts. 

It just seems that no other porn producer wants to make a video with any guy that’s not imitating a rubber dong. We are not drones, waiting for our chance to pop in the queen bee, and I don’t mind showing that side of us in a video.