Two a day.

 I surprise myself. Sex really is mental. Meaning it’s all cerebral. With some girls I completely lose interest and I can’t get it up. Other times I’m so motivated to bang them that the rest takes its natural course. justice came over last night. She told me that she would walk in the cold if I didn’t pick her up at the hotel. So I went over and picked her up but before she got in the car, she wanted me to give her 20 bucks for drugs. The dealer was just standing a few feet away. I told her out of the question. Either get in the car or I’m leaving. She got in, but she was all in a huff. After bitching a bit, she went to bed. In the morning, she was sick, but she knew what she had to do. We went and picked up something, she got home and did it, and then we fucked, but it wasn’t really inspiring. Functionally adequate I would say.

After a phone call from the Cousin’s Lawyer, I told Justice that I had to go to court. she was picked up on an outstanding warrant for a B&E. her lawyer said that me being in the audience was probably a big help in the judge, deciding to let her go on personal recognizance. So I waited in the lobby, she came out we got in the car and drove to my place. she had stuff on her so that wasn’t an issue but again she’s doing it in my bathroom which I never like. Makes the bathroom smell like a Chinese restaurant. Fentanyl is a terrible drug. I absolutely hate it, but she doesn’t really have any respect for me enough to not do it in my bathroom. that’s why I limit visits with her. As usual, she was taken forever in there so at one point I went in and just started fucking standing up by the sink. It was really sexy fucking this slut from behind she doesn’t give a shit. She just bent over the sink and let me pound away. I blew my load in her and let her be. Didn’t think I had it in me. I already fucked Justice earlier that day. like I said, it’s all cerebral. When you turned on enough, your dick is the wing man willing to come along.