Steady pussy, difficult technology.

 This is tough. I've been trying to post a video to Faphouse before Christmas. I'm trying to use Capcut. There's a lot of different software out there, but this is the one I'm trying to figure out. All software seems to have limitations. This one, the preview window is a lie. i’ve rented three videos where you’ve got black screen around an image that is too small. after a week or two, I finally figured out that you have to use the full screen Button and make sure that everything is centered after you crop it. I have to do this for every cut, which is around 50 or 60. It’s a long video of me, shoving a butt plug up her ass. some guy bought her a butt plug, but she didn’t use it with him. Instead, she brought it over here and had me do it. I obliged.

The cousin called. Late at night. I haven't had her in a while, so I picked her up. I was again reminded why I don't like her. She spent hours in the bathroom. Rushed me through fucking her. Then another hour or so, stealing shit, trashing the place, acting as if everything is comped like some hotel. these girls all have the minds of a four-year-old. That child like possessive attitude that if they want it, it belongs to them. I constantly have to take things back from them. They are children. She wanted to make a coffee to go using a mug. out of the question. They are as messy as four-year-olds. Justice was waiting outside. She's been banging on the door all night. I told her to wait. I drove the Cousin to her dealer’s house and dropped her off. When I got back, justice just wanted to go in and lie down. She said she was sick so she’s gonna be a nightmare when she wakes up. She went to the kitchen to see what was in there and immediately started grabbing whatever the hell she wanted. She grabbed a dinner out of the fridge and put it into the microwave, but did not turn the microwave on. She’s in grab some ice cream, and then made some coffee with my coffee machine. She grabbed the cream out of the fridge, but managed to drop it on the floor and spill half the contents. she didn’t bother to clean any of it, saying, I thought you were going to clean it. And then walked off. I grabbed a towel to clean up the mess and then found her on the couch with a coffee and some ice cream. By this point, I was really pissed off. I heat it up a little bit for dinner, and put it on the table. She took about four bites and then went to bed. fuck it. I sat down and ate the rest. At least she passed out in the bedroom. These women are best when they’re passed out. They’re at least likely to cause any trouble. I still have a bed protector because they manage to shit or piss themselves sometimes. like I said, I’m dealing with children. These women have stunted development. it seems to be that girls are brought up to believe they’re a little princess. I never liked this notion. For one I’m American and I don’t believe in monarch rule. A Princess is a ridiculous concept of privilege through birth. We Americans live having the wool pulled over our eyes. Maybe the truth is to hard to bear. These girls are the refuse, discarded and forgotten. No one cares if they live or die. I guess I'd build a fantasy in my head too of the good life of privilege, wealth, and status. Keep telling yourself that you’re warm when you’re left out in the cold.

Addendum: after about a day sleeping, she woke up, demanded money, and got dropped off at her dealer. I never even touched her.