I'm now terrified of beautiful woman wanting me!

 I can't handle the randomness. I don't want to resort to boner pills. I randomly texted the blonde saying we should get together soon. Then I fucked another girl who hit me up around noon. 

Great ass, but zero effort.

Later that night the blonde insisted on coming over. She was gonna want her money one way or the other. So, by hook or by crook, I’m going to fuck her. A woman’s beauty is meaningless if your dick isn’t hard. She came over and showed up at the door, saying no one is waiting for her, but she needs to hurry up. She said she and her boyfriend broke up. All of this, of course is a lie. The cuck was waiting for her. I hate being rushed. I told her I wanted to see her the next day when I had a bit of juice built up in the ballsack. I ended up being able to rub it out, and blew a load in her. She complains that I come too much. She doesn’t wanna go back to her boyfriend with it leaking out of her. Of course, that’s exactly what I want. I was online with friends at the time and absolutely did not want to have sex. 

Unfortunately, I did not really get enough for a video. It was too spontaneous. Nothing useable. Only a few minutes. you can’t really expect much from me if it’s 2 AM, I’m tired, did not have a hard on, and did not want to do it. some girls are just aggressive and pushy. I’m always determined to leave a load in them one way or the other. not in a sexual way. More of a fuck you, you asked for it.

She'll give a lot of effort, but you gotta be ready to rock.

She's just as hot as she looks in these photos. 

I wanted to slam her ass, but if you’re not into it and the dick’s not hard. Then oh well.

I got the job done, but I’m not going to tell her that I just fucked a girl and didn’t wanna fuck her till tomorrow.

i’m dealing with too much pussy. I can’t even jerk off anymore. I have to be ready for it.

One more interesting note. She did actually get $19,000 from the car accident. She had dozed off and hit a parked truck with her new car. Good insurance covered the accident. I had recommended to her ways of investing. Instead, she bought another car for 14,000 and blew the remaining $5000. She came to the house tonight telling me that this time it was her man who got into another car accident with the car she just replaced. for some reason, she took the blame. Her boyfriend is a loser piece of shit, but she has a loyalty to him that is confounding. I stopped trying to figure it all out. As long as she gives me pussy, I don’t care.