It's not me. I'm fine.

These girls bring their misery, and I waste my money on their problems. How else can I explain this madness? Since getting that toy, I've cut back on this need to see women every time I get horny. I fucked that thing several times. Women still find a way to come over. I had this girl Sara  the other night with this stellar porn star booty. I went down on her for a while, and then banged her. I didn't give myself enough time to get hard, so I was pushing rope. She flipped over to doggy, while I ran into the next room to retrieve some lube. That did the trick. Seeing that perfect ass in the air and not deal with a hurry up and get out over with face made it nice. The problem is that when you pick up these girls, you think they'll be all into sex like on the sex chat rooms. It's not like that at all. They have shitty attitudes because they don't want to be there. 

I picked up the redhead today after she begged that she was starving and asked me to come get her. I agreed. She then demanded 60 on the spot. Left her stuff in the car, and jumped in a white van with a black dealer driving. A couple minutes later, she ran back to the car. She said she did a speedball a couple hours prior, and she was jumping around all over the place, acting both horny and tired. I didn't like it. When we got to my place, she made a beeline for the bathroom. Eventually she came out with this shitty attitude, complaining of a rash and acting hurt the whole time. She also kept arguing with me as if she was continuing a fight she has earlier that day, which she actually did. Had it out with a roommate. Brought the fight too me. I kept trying not to argue but she just wanted to bitch and complain. It was the worst sex I ever had. We stopped halfway through. She was a complete hard on killer. I brought her back home. At this time, I'm quiet and just bring them home as quickly and quietly as possible. Get a good end game, get them out of the car, and NEVER do that again. Fuck that bitch. They forget they are charging me money. She called me! Well... That's over.