Jailbird blues

 The brunette is currently doing a short sentence in jail. Just a 30 day probation thing. But she has been a constant bitch the entire time to me. These type of women are manipulative, and the most severe form of manipulation is threatening someone. She kept threatening me with porn hub, even though it was to her benefit. So it came as a shock to her when I removed all of her content, and told her that she can’t hold that over my head anymore. I don’t need the money. I don’t need any of this. The point was for posterity, which is why I continue to write these things. The last conversation yesterday went like this:

It's so stupid that you don't know how much I love you. She said this and then a minute later is calling me a piece of shit.

She said, "when I get out , I'm yours for the day!"

You've told me this before. Last time you ditched me and ran off to Ohio. You just told me when you went in that the first thing you're going to do when you get out is get high.

She then became defensive. "You want to bring up my past? Well, I'll bring up yours! You fucked your girlfriend's cousin! You're a piece of shit. I'm never calling you again! She hung up the phone from prison.

This is odd behavior from her. This is a strange form of manipulation. She doesn’t get jealous of me. She gets possessive. I have fucked girls in front of her. I have fucked her friends that she brought over to have me fuck. I have personally been in three threesomes with her. The idea that she gets offended that I would have sex with someone it’s just fucking strange. So I went out that night and fucked someone else. It’s none of her business who I fuck. I’m not her boyfriend. There is no commitment. Just a few weeks ago she was selling her ass. I don’t know the world is a strange place. My problem is that the brunette gets me hard as a rock, whereas other girls do not. Relationships are driven way more by physiology than people would like to believe. Physiology forces us to tolerate the intolerable.