Good movie. Also describes the end of the year for me. I'll have to do some serious editing to take me out of these videos. I am NOT photogenic. Maybe it was the weird angle focusing on my gut. I'll kill myself before I look like the Hedgehog. At any rate, I wanted pussy. First I wanted to fuck the brunette, because her advertising herself as a prostitute makes me want to fuck her even more. But, for some reason, the line I texted went dead when I called. I'm assuming that she and her boyfriend/wrangler dropped the ball again. Fuck-ups.  None of the usual suspects were up around noon, and weren't hitting me up yet. I was supposed to spend time with one girl who has time of from rehab in the form of a two hour window. But she wanted me to buy her a new phone. These girls go through phones like Pez candies, and I won't get her one just so she can hit up other men.  She then said all I wanted from her was sex, and she was no longer into that. So I started hitting on a...

 I know this is nothing more than the lizard part of my brain deep down telling me that I’m bothered by it. This feeling of jealousy is purely instinctual. Just like if someone took some food off your plate, you immediately think, "that's my food!" Even though you're sitting at a buffet.  So when I discover online that the brunette is with her boyfriend, of which she insists that they are not together anymore, and in a cheap hotel turning tricks, this bothers me. I can never have her over and be able to trust her again, because she's a drug addict, and she and the bf stole from me during a time when I did trust her. So, other than great sex, there is no future with this girl.  This brings me back to something I was speaking about earlier. With hookers, you’re not building anything. There is no relationship. You’re simply using a woman to jerk off. I must constantly remind myself, because I want to believe otherwise. It isn’t human nature to want to believe that yo...

 I can fuck a girl whenever I want. There's so many sluts in this city. It's a bad economy. Girls who would never spread their legs now think twice when you flash a one hundred dollar bill. There's plenty of crack whores to go around. I fucked two on Christmas. The redhead hit me up in the afternoon, then the brunette stopped by, passed out on my floor, sleep for a few hours like that, and her boyfriend went ballistic threatening to call in everyone from the FBI on the HOA on me! I ignored him, of course, but told her she had to leave because he was threatening to call the police, my mother, and everyone on Facebook. She flipped out on him over the phone, and then insisted on fucked me. So, I blew my load in her and sent her on her way. Merry Christmas.  But my main point here is that I blow of three or four girls a day who constantly hit me up. I just tell them I have no money till Friday, and they usually leave me alone. Even if I was endlessly horny and wealthy beyond me...

 just a quick update. I have managed to back up all my data to the cloud, so I can now put on some videos that were lingering. I also got a 360° camera. I’ve been wanting to make videos like that for a while. If you don’t have a virtual reality headset, I suggest you go and get one. The camera is still capable of producing 2D regular videos, but feeling like you're there is next level. The META Quest 2 IS the Holodeck! All that said, this is not my job. I have a real job. I'm lazy. These videos are posted as a way of preservation, not monetisation. I don't need the money, and the girls I fuck make more in a day than a whole month of pornhub. The steady income is nice. And once I get that camera, I’m gonna have a great time making 360° videos fucking whores in weird places.

 The brunette came over Friday. The blonde on Sunday. I did not want either of them here but I made the best of it. I can keep a hard on for well over an hour easily with the brunette. She just turns me on. She lied on the bed, and just let me go to town. She even fell sleep at one point, which seems to be popular among these girls these days. I wonder if it has anything to do with fentanyl. Eventually I was done with her, blew my load and sent her home. The blonde texted me through messenger, and then video chatted with me. She wasn’t asking, she was telling me. she was coming over. She said that she wanted to go over a few things regarding porn hub, and that she had her truck and was alone for the next few hours. Of course by now I know that she is a complete liar in capable of telling any kind of semblance of the truth. But that doesn’t matter. I wasn’t in the mood and I knew she wasn’t going to take no for an answer. So the only alternative is kind of a lame video. I made a hod...

I picked up the cousin after work. She spends hours in the bathroom doing all kinds of strange maintenance. I wish she'd do that after we fuck. I get impatient waiting for people like this. Once I blow my load, I could give a fuck if she moved into my bathroom! Let me cum first, and you can spend all night doing your dumb shit.  Chalk it up to anticipation. I'll put up with it to inseminate a sexy girl half my age. She's had three children already, and I don't think I'll ever knock her up, but I always try. She asked me to cum on her face a couple of times, but I always unload in her pussy, on even the slimmest chance that I could get her pregnant. If you're wondering why, don't bother. I don't question it. I want to as part of my caveman brain needing to force me to procreate. I don't give it more thought than that. If degenerate losers can pop out kids, why not me?  I feel this family owes me one anyway since the girlfriend decided to "check o...

 Finally bagged this girl I was supposed to fuck long ago. This one girl I was fucking regularly said she had friends I could fuck. When I went to some trap house where she was staying at the time, her friend was in her room smoking crack. My girl came into the room wearing some sexy adult store nighty, and lay on the bed. Her friend left the room to grab something. I took my clothes off, got on her bed, and solid my dick into her as she lay on her side typing on her phone. Her friend walked back into the room and saw me buried up to my balls in my girl. She wasn't mad or anything, but we all decided another time. I then blew my load in my girl and left.  Fast forward to today and she was online asking anyone if she could do her laundry at their place. I agreed, picked her up, and a couple hours later, after the Landry was done, she was bent over her stuff, getting ready to smoke crack on my porch for the third time that night. I wasn't having it. I walked over and pulled her ...

 There's this sexy Spanish chic I haven't seen in a while. She comes over, stays the night, and serves as my personal fuck hole for two days. My dick was completely out of commission after that. She'd just let me keep it in there. It's called "soaking." Saturday rolls around and the blonde insists on coming over. I've been dodging her for days. She's on her way over, with someone giving her a ride. That's when I get a knock on my door. It's the brunette. I tell her the blonde is coming over. She doesn't care. Starts to strip. I text the blonde, tell her the brunette showed up unexpectedly. She goes ballistic and steps on the gas.  The brunette hopped on me and we start fucking on the couch in the living room. They are both gonna demand money, so they are both gonna get the dick. The blonde gets there, and heads straight into the bedroom. The brunette heads to the kitchen. I go in the kitchen, bend her over and fuck her a little more before ...

 Clocking in at her mid fourties, this one girl is sexy to me. She's the second one of the night of a two girl romp. The other being the short one with the giant tits. This all started with plans of blowing off Bigguns for the redhead. But when I got to the  train station to get her, she walked off and blew me off. Oh well, went and immediately picked up Biggins, brought her home, blew a load, and left get happy with $60. She's a low maintenance, efficient date.  Then, late at night, I got some texts, then a call from the Mid Fourties girl. MF is someone I haven't heard from in a long time. She said she was literally wandering around in the cold. The time she called was 1:30 am and I was about to drift into slumberland. I wasn't thinking straight. I would have known better. This turns out to be the best case scenario, of which expectedly entails ample bullshit. However, after her bathroom dope shot, and her porch crack smoke, she finally came to bed and fucked me. And i...

 Iphone are notorious for being unfriendly to anyone who wants to control their data. I think I cracked the code. I'm gonna do a phone dump over the weekend and start making new videos. And I'm gonna insist that if the cousin wants to fuck, then she's gotta climb aboard the porn train. Cause I don't wanna hear her dumb stories about her tent dwelling boyfriend caving in her face. Bitch, he lives in a tent. Up yer fuckin' standards! I consider myself the most eligible bachelor these sluts will come across. None of them want to rope me in. Ok, then. I'll keep dumping my loads in them, and then dumping them on the curb. I never thought I'd be living the life of Charlie Harper!

 I felt the need to pick up the cousin, just to be able to talk about her boyfriend beating her up. The second she got on the car, I realized this was no concern at all. She had no desire to discuss it, and told me not to go back home. She insisted that we go park somewhere. She was worried if she didn’t get back in time, he would beat her. She told him she was taking off with her baby daddy only for a moment so that he could give her some money. It’s not my concern. She told me to park in some parking lot she had already scoped out. No doubt she’s already fucked others there. She wanted me to jump on her, but I got her to blow me before I climbbed aboard. She doesn’t like to kiss me but she complies. Soon I blew load in her. I drove her back and dropped her off. Let her loving boyfriend deal with her shit. So between this morning spending $70, and this girl always demanding $100, One could say that I am out $170. Another way to look at this that I got the fuck two hot hooker's for...

 As long as you are consistent, reliable, and dependable they will show up. I had four girls hit me up today. Wall looking too do a date. However, I have a stuffy nose that feels like someone punched me in the face. Stayed home from work on the couch. The blonde hit me up, then the short one with massive tits, then the brunette, then the cousin. . Told 'em all I was sick. The brunette showed up at my door at 1am. I'm writing this as she lies next to me asleep.  I guess I do have an easy life. These girls are deeply flawed, but who cares when you're balls deep in a girl that  understands when it's time to leave. They all hit me up for money. Lately, they all keep asking for more. I keep it in the 60 range, the blonde wants 80, the cousin always wants 100. I try to avoid them. Great pussy though. It all adds up. Some guys out there rightly think this is pocket change for people with real money. I gotta work with what I got. If I had large budget, things would be different...

 From a very early age, we are not taught to deal with relationships. We are taught to go out and play with our friends, and then go home. We assume our friends go to their homes, but it’s not really our problem where they choose to go. Our only concern as children is to go home have dinner and go to bed. This is a terrible format, and degrades society. Why? Because if you go out and play with a woman, as we call it dating,  someone shows up at your door saying she’s pregnant and you now have to deal with a woman that won’t go away. On top of that she’s bringing more people! Friends and family and another one that will certainly never go away. If as a child your friend followed you home and refused to leave it would bother you. You probably wouldn't be friends. How do you maintain a friendship with someone who won't leave? How dou you as an adult, having learned this behavior, to deal with a sustained relationship with a girl who doesn't go home after you are done playing?

 I got that crazy blonde bitch trying to hustle me by wanting me to take her to go feed ducks. Her suggestion, not mine. I got the brunette texting me again wanting me to see her. The money each month is decreasing on pornhub, which I thought was strange. How does it go down? You got some videos on there with millions of views. It's discouraging. It takes very little effort to make a video, but a little recognition is nice. Like this blog. I maintain this for free with the idea that people like to read it. I can read the stats on how many are actually reading these things. Low double digits. again, I write this for myself mostly, like a journal. I would probably be doing this whether or not anybody is reading it. Like porn hub, this is for posterity. Especially once I get the cousin to agree to go on porn hub. Another blast from the past is soon returning. I definitely want to make vids with her. 

 she said she’s ready if I want to come over. She will even be outside waiting, since she’s to be up last time. I said OK, I’ll be there in five minutes. Eight minutes later, I said I am still waiting, and she’s acting like it’s a surprise that I’m there already. Fast forward another 15 minutes and several texts saying that she’s coming, and she finally comes to the car. Her and her ability to see how far she can stretch time comes from the fact that I was ready to leave in exactly one more minute. She of just how long I’m willing to wait before I say fuck it and go back home.  She and I used to fuck a lot, but after she sustained an injury from a car accident, she doesn't want to do anything other than blowjobs. Normally I would just ignore her, but we’ve developed a rapport and her blow jobs are pretty good. We drove to a quiet dark spot, and she worked the knob till I blew in her mouth. She immediately spit it out the car door, and we split.  Now she tries to play me....