I might as well accept that I'm a cash cow to be milked daily. These girls don't see me any other way. Justice storms in this morning demanding money. My dick was getting hard looking at her in her sexy light blue jeans. She just wanted to get the money, saying to trust her to come right back once she picked up what she needed. No way, I said. She reluctantly pulled j her jeans down saying I have ten minutes. It must have been a combo of getting turned on, and the time limit. I consistently and vigorously pumped her pussy. The minute I blew my load, she was out the door. I like that I can still fuck. Maybe it's all motivation. I dunno. 

 Ignoring all the calls and texts from at least two or three women, I happily slept on my couch all day. That is until the blonde showed up at the door. I had the same problems as usual over. I’m just not consistently hard, but she was sexy enough. I got out the camera and filmed her taking a quick shower, Then just set it aside and fucked her. When it’s just me and I’m not holding the camera it’s not very exciting to watch. This was the first time I fucked her in the ass, though, and I did manage to get off. I just jerked off a bit and then slid it in her pussy. She would’ve let me come in her ass too if I wanted. She is now a three hole slut. She insists that I’m the first one to fuck her up the ass.  I hope no one else shows up unannounced tonight. Looking back on this past week, I fucked five women I don't know how many times. No wonder I can't keep it up anymore. I need a break. 

 Due to poor judgment and a lack of sleep, I was hit up this morning by that cranky girl with the great ass. I was reluctant at first to meet up, considering how my night had been, but no one makes good decisions at 4am. I eventually left my cave to pick her up. We got back, she took a quick pee, and then hoped onto the bed and bent over for me. I started fucking her vigorously, but could feel myself losing steam. However, this time I just kept pumping steadily until I finally climaxed. Her uterus collected what I can only guess was a pint of sperm. I'm taking out for at least a couple days now. 

 I just can't get hard. I was sick one the weekend. I am lazy, fat couch potato. I'm so tired. I wanna hit the gym but that place looks like an alien landscape full of dangerous torture devices. I have no idea what to do. I get tired easily now. I changed after chemo, but didn't want to admit it.  She was bugging me all day. I've been putting off getting with this girl for a while, but she was real pushy. So, after I got home, I fell asleep on the couch. After her trying to get me to go pick her up, I eventually ignored her. I fell asleep for a few hours. I woke up and took a shower. Now that it was getting late, I finally caved and went to pick her up.  She was waiting for me and when she got into the car, she had in jeans and a sweater. What I wasn't expecting was her undoing to show me her bra and no shirt underneath. I pulled over onto the side of the road, and she started blowing me. Just as I got hard, she jumps out of the car, squats down and urinates. She ju...

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 She called and texted asking for 20 yesterday. Ignored entirely since I gave hera lot of money already. Then the Bell went ringing this morning. I let her in again. She won't leave me alone. Meanwhile I get calls from the Cousin asking for money. She wanted to see me later, but I sent her 20 and left it at that. She never called at 3pm like she said, so that's my exit. Now I have Justice on the porch ready to hassle me some more. She won't let up.  Meanwhile, I have a wound I note need to deal with. Started out as a small pimple, but grew into a problem. I've seen these before on the junkies when they shoot up wrong. I hope this isn't that kind of would. Even so, it's been a couple days. Time to get someone who knows what they are doing.

 Justice came over today. I was sick all day and tired. Stayed home from work with the chills and throwing up all night. Yet here she was at 9am, wanting money. I am despising her more than ever lately. She keeps demanding money from me. I just want her to stay away from me. She wanted $80. I actually tried fucking her but it was not happening. As soon as she left, I fell back to sleep. I didn't wake up until 7pm. An hour later she showed back up at the door. I received two texts from other women asking for money. I completely ignored them. Today is also the cousin's birthday, so I'm glad I didn't hear from her. But now Justice is here again, demanding another $40. After a lot of fighting, she left with the money.  I might just move and change my number. There's always the nuclear option. I'm going back to sleep.