She does this all the time. She says 40, gave her 60. Usually she tries to get more. Someone drove her over, she came upstairs, immediately through her clothes off, Jumped on the bed, blew me, fucked me, and left. All in the space of about 15 minutes. She always rushes like that. Most of the time I don’t like it, but you can’t deny how sexy she looks. So I thought tonight oh well fuck it. I got to blow my load in a hot blonde. That's a good night. 

 Sometimes, you encounter a situation in which the girl you are fucking happens to be sexy, but dead. A dead fish is the worst scenario. The best way to handle it is to either end it early, or soldier through. Then, when you drop them off, forget they exist.  You think I would learn my lesson by now. 

 This is a discipline, not a job. My writing is only sustained by my interest. So, take it as it comes. That said, having been sick for a week is my own damn fault. Every year, when I don't get my flu shot, it lingers. When I do get the shot, I fight it easily. So, next year I'll get it.  Moving on. The nice thing about being sick is that you tend to not want to spend time with women. It’s amazing how much my bank account doesn’t drain when I keep my money out of their hands. But then, What the hell am I gonna spend it on? For a time I was a CNA taking care of the elderly. One elderly woman confided in me that she wished she spent more time and money on fun pursuits. She warned me not to wait till I got older. When you’re older, you are more tired, less likely to even be able to do the things you want to do. Have fun now! Those words ring in my ear to this day. I think it’s good advice coming from a woman that was infirmed. I visited the redhead in the tent and things are gett...

 My dick and my wallet can only handle so much. I've decided to give that brunette half the income generated by pornhub. This is in addition to the money I already give her. Horner, this will stop her grubby, greedy, junkie hands from harassing me at every turn over it. It's starting to feel like the end of Goodfellas. Except that I've decided to pay her instead of... Well what they did. This will keep her happy and give me a few extra bucks for doing nothing. It also encourages her to make more vids with me,  Surprisingly, the hot young blonde with the sweet ass doesn't generate a lot of views for some reason. I dunno. She wants to fuck. Been hitting me up today, yesterday. As long as I can pay, she wants to fuck me. The problem is...I don't really like fucking her. Everything in nature states that she's a prime piece of ass. I'll call it junkie syndrome. I feel rushed, the chemistry isn't there, she's not affectionate. These qualities matter to me....

 throughout history humans have killed each other. We don’t really need a lot of reasons. We all hate each other. Until we get horny. If we didn’t want to fuck each other we would have nothing to do with one another. While in a moment of anger, I was removing all of the videos from the website. I was doing this so she couldn’t hold that over my head. I was getting out of work and I was tired, but she didn’t care. And so the argument ensued through text messages. I then got on the website and began deleting over 50 videos. However, later today glossing over what I have done , I get more texts from her but now she’s coaxing me into allowing her to visit. Re-examining the videos that I have posted just makes me want to fuck her some more. There is no logic behind the human condition of wanting to reproduce. Our brains can only exist in one of two places , and you can guess just where I want that to be. You have all by this point seeing how I like to fuck her. you must understand that ...

 Junkies are difficult art best. I had to remove the brunette from the website. She was becoming intolerable. Past performance means nothing to current attitudes. She was a junkie that needed to fix and called to yet again threaten me with calling police, calling my mother, calling lawyers, calling the PTA, the NSA, the FBI, Pretty much anything with 3 L in it. She thinks I’m making a fortune off of this website, but even if I only made 100 bucks, she would want to take it. I got tired of her threats, even though the threats are empty. She may me good on her threats, but legally, they mean nothing. She gave permission for the videos. I removed the videos because I’m sick of the albatross calling me demanding money nearly every day. And I have been giving her a lot of money, but she seems to always think that she deserves more because of those videos. At some point you have to cut your losses and realized the hassle is not worth it.

Zionism IS Nazism. If you support Israel and consider yourself a Zionist, then rather than read about me fucking people, I suggest you fuck yourself.  As for the rest of you, get educated to the truth of the occupation.  https://youtu.be/BJ4Rfx6yOvk?si=yYLvml5wMQIw716n

 The cousin called this morning saying she was sick outside after her relationship with the drug dealer took a truth for the worse. The put his hands on her. At least, that's her story. She said she was stuck outside and cold and wanted to come over, and would do it for 40. All of this is a convincing lie. The damsel in distress routine is an old one. I could’ve ignored her and she would’ve been just fine just like the other four girls I ignored last night. Put my dick is getting hard, so I went and picked her up. She came over and wanted more money so I wanted a video. Sometime eventually I’ll be able to post them. Once I get her permission and she gets an ID. For now though it was the standard bring her over and fuck. Towards the end, she fell asleep with me about to cum. Not wanting to wake her, I came inside her and then just lied on top of her soaking my dick. I had my arm under her head, and was slowly losing all feeling to it. But like a cat in your lap, you can’t move. it m...

"The morning after" Not just an awesome song! By Chris Bennington. Also the title of this entry. She took a bunch of pills, I’m not sure what but it knocked her out pretty good. Her friend was well behaved, so I didn’t have to watch them like a hawk. You’re gonna have to anyway. Oh no letting those two stay over worked out OK. I got to fuck her all night long and then they both left in the morning. This is an ideal scenario. For $60 I had total access to her holes. All night long. After dropping her off I went over to the tent to visit my redheaded friend but she was walking off with some guy. It does bother me a little but only in the lizard like part of your brain. The Neanderthal reasoning that  makes you start thinking a woman is yours. I don’t mind. I know that I can come back later tonight and fuck her. You see I don’t care if they go and fuck other men. I want to fuck them and that’s all that matters. All jealousy is removed because I get what I want. This notion that ...

 There are several facts I will attempt to compile about my experiences with women.  1. Women are slobs 2. Women are incapable of remembering passwords.  3. If they write something down, they will lose it. 4. A broken phone screen is a must. To have a fully functional phone is a social faux pas. The woman must break her phone as soon as she gets it. 5. All phones are lost. 6. Women have the same logic as a three year old. Specifically, if they can hold it, the object now belongs to them. This is troubling because... 7. Women have sticky fingers. This is not in conjunction with #1, this means if their hands can wrap around it, they will take it. This is why I keep decoy food on my kitchen counters.  Cereal fruit bars, various snacks, and easy to grab things like cupcakes and candy. This keeps them from the better food, and raiding the fridge.  Be vigilant. 

 Driving home from work. I want some pussy. Got some money and drove down the main strip. Was heading to see the redhead I like it in the tent. Ran by a pink haired flame. She said she was busy and she’ll call me in an hour. Who the hell wants to sit around and wait? So I saw the one in the tent. She’s sick though, so I told her I’d come back later tonight. No I’m cruising around again looking for more pussy. I saw hot blonde with some nice tits I didn’t pull over right away. I lost sight of her. A couple of turns around the block but nothing. Sometimes they’re fast walkers. Lucky me, I found one just as I have up and headed home. It's a cute blonde I fucked before.  Shit, I only got one lousy pic. Nothing much to tell. For $40 I  brought her back to my place, went straight to the bedroom,  fucked her brains out. She came a few times at least, and I busted my nut as deep as I could get it. Brought her back, dropped her off, and started thinking about what I wanted to...

 We all live an insane daily grind. I get up today, go to work, go home, fuck somebody… Not sure who, eat something… Not sure what, watch something… Something random. Every day is it to be like this I don’t see any change. It’s not a bad life until your step away from it and take a look from a birdseye view. mostly because I woke up this morning tired knowing I have to go to work and I don’t want to cook when I get home. The best option I can come up with is to find some hot chick, invite her to get a bite to eat somewhere and then fuck her brains out. And then do the same thing again tomorrow. Case in point, let me tell you what happened yesterday. As I was coming home from work the cousin texted me wanting to see me. Her life has spun way out of her control and it has become readily apparent when I picked her up she was acting all kind of crazy.  Now, I don't need to visually document every sexual encounter. That would be nice but I haven't whipped out my camera every time I...

This girl's man is upset that she's not making videos with him instead. Her man thinks he can control her.  I can't steal them away and keep them for myself. They love their men, I suppose. There's an insanely jealous boyfriend out there who can't deal with this.  8 have no reason to be jealous of anyone. One of the side effects of being single. Perk? Benefit? I'm not sure. My emotions my remain neutral in all affairs. Thinking back on the cousin, a girl I've known since she was a child, and leaving her in a tent with a bunch of violent dealers, knotting she's got rotting teeth, skinny, a bad drug habit, and that her life is a mess. The other cousin I don't fuck is in just as bad a situation. Personally, I know there's nothing I can do about it. I also know that the father of this girl's children is spinning around on the floor like Curly from the stooges. His jealousy is at peak madness. She texted him that she was at my place fucking me. He...

My brunette friend came over yesterday. She insisted I pick her up. She wanted $20 for some shit and to stay the night. At first, I objected, since I just fucked the cousin, and dropped her off to a dealer in tent city. She wouldn't relent. So I got her. The problem is that sometimes, especially in the same day, it takes me forever to cum. Luckily, for reasons unknown, she can take a pounding all night. Few girls can do this. The kind of girl that could handle a gangbang.  So now it's morning, and when she wakes up, I'll have to deal with her shit. I can't just give her a few bucks and send her off to her boyfriend for him to deal with this time. She is gonna wake up sick wanting cigarettes, drugs, coffee ...I think in that order, the usual shit. Every day, addicts wake up like feral animals, trying to survive the day but getting what they need, with no preparation or thought for the future.

I'm about to fuck the ever living shit out of this mid 20's gorgeous slut. Do you know why? Because after a few days of radio silence, she texted asking to see me. That's right, because the father of her three children, in a vain attempt yet again to control her, started whacking here around again. Now, in some Islamic countries, this is allowed. However, I would argue that even in those countries, if you hit your women, they WILL fuck men like me. Men who are all too willing and waiting to leave a thick load in them for their abusive man to find.  Now excuse me while I go treat this girl real nice, buy her some new clothes, sugar daddy her up a bit, and giggle as she complains when my cum starts to drip out of her pussy. (Edit: this didn't happen. She was sick. It was the standard fuck for money and see ya later.) Keep beating your women guys! I love it. You beat her, I pound her pussy, all you have left to beat is your meat. ---------------- Ok. Now that we fucked, he...

We have starter homes, starter cars, and people like me who are starter John’s for prostitutes. I’m one of the nice guys that will help break in these whores. I found this one sweet girl today sitting on the curb. I spun around a second time and picked her up. It has been a very long time since I’ve picked a girl up off of the street like that. Turns out this girl is a fucking 10! Early 20s, no baby damage, really nice, and smoking hot. I don’t have any pics or videos to share, all I can do is describe the fantastic fuck that ensued. Acting all dainty, almost like a virgin, She slowly took her clothes off go to the bed and begin to blow me. And then spin around got on top of her and started eating out her tiny pussy. after a bit of that little pounded her until I couldn’t hold it anymore. This was one of the few times I had no problems coming early. When she said she came to I just started fucking her more. That’s a nice thing about these young girls. They can take a pounding. I was p...

 The brunette came over again. She was just here two nights ago and I gave her 60. Now she’s back again saying she’s sick. After a lot of arguing, mostly about how she’s hitting me up way too often because she thinks I’m some sort of a millionaire from the website, despite me telling her porn hub does not pay you that much. If you’re making porno for the money on that site,'re fucking for the wrong reasons. We argued. She wanted 80, I told her 60. She agreed as long as I got her cigarettes. 70. I didn’t even want her over here. All that haggling aside, it was a pretty good fuck. even though she was sick, she took her clothes off and lay down on the bed. I got out the massage oil, and she let me give another one of my dick rubs. You start with the legs, then you work their back. As you work in their back you let your dick just hover around and brush up against your pussy. Eventually they start to get horny enough that you can just slide it right in. I got her so relaxed that she act...

 There is an obvious requirement to have some skill in video production. The iPhone point and shoot method works with poor lighting, poor skill, poor resources, and the poor like me. That said, keeping the phone on a stationary stand produces a boring video. I fucked the blonde again, and for me it's great. Gave her the same dick massage and load injection as always. From a distance, even I get bored watching it. It would be nice to have a film crew, top notch cameras and a studio. All that high tech shit and just to film some guy plugging a skank's holes. One benefit is that the blonde let's me stick a thumb up her ass thinking "it's for the video!" Love that dedication. She's a real pain in the ass so it's deserving. She bugged me incessantly to come do a date, and I didn't feel like it. This is yet another instance of a girl demanding my time and money. She's pulling the same shit. I allow it, but I complain so thinks she's getting away ...

 The only ones that didn't benefit from COVID were the workers, who's paychecks didn't move an inch. No raises. But these bitches on the street are really pissing me off. They keep asking for more and more money. When you oblige, and give a dog something to eat, he'll keep wanting more and more. First, you could get laid for 40, now they want 60, and I've noticed that they are now creeping to 80 and 100. It's too much.  The brunette insisted on coming over tonight. I had to blow of the other delicious pussies for this crackhead. The cousin, the blonde, and that short fat one with the big tits. I like her but she is always trying to nail down a time to meet. I'll see her when I'm ready. The blonde is not a very good fuck. She's great to look at but no chemistry. Of all the people, the cousin of the girl i was with for over ten years is an absolute joy to fuck. I have several vids of us, but can't share them on pornhub until I have permission. She ...