Justice has been staying... And by staying I mean that she's out all day, comes here late at night, doors her shit till early in the morning, then demands I let her stay while I work and build my anxiety at the thought that I'll come home to a potentially empty house. There's no benefit to her being here, for me. This is the second night in, and she took off again. The Cousin showed up at my door insisting on coming in to one again get high on my porch, and trash my bathroom again. She said she visited the doctor and is around four months pregnant. She has ultrasound photos but refuses to show them to me until she takes a shower. The last thing I want to deal with is the inevitable confrontation between these two women who want to use me for their own selfish wants. I don't expect Justice to have a positive reaction to the news, even though I am insisting the Cousin gets a paternity test done. I don't believe a word she says. To complicate matters, I have this girl...

Well, I got my answer.  Pornhub doesn't care (for now), but xHampster is not pet friendly! When they say NO ANIMALS, I thought they meant beastiality (ie don't fuck them) but no! Having your pet unintentionally in the shot is enough to have to play this game with them too. Meanwhile I now have to deal with this god-damned thing in my house. It was my food, lies there like a stump, and it's always moody. It's like having a kid, but I don't have one of those, so this thing has to go. 

 A friend recently got released from jail. It's the girl who will only give me blowjobs. And today, she came over in a sexy green miniskirt, and... Ya know, there's not many women that can get me off from a blowjob. I don’t know why. I’m just built weird. But this girl can get me off fast. Maybe it’s the lack of teeth? Maybe she looks 60 but she’s really only in her 30s. Maybe because she just got out of the slammer and when girls do that, they are all thickened up real nice. She had those nice big tits back. And blew my little pretty goddamn fast and she took it like a champ in her mouth. She went over and spit it in the sink, I gave her 40 bucks and she pissed off like a good girl.  On a side note, I checked on the status tonight of the video I had uploaded to xhamster, and it read "deleted". WTF? I uploaded the same video to porn hub and they took it! Oh yeah, new video not sure how I feel about it. I’ll just leave it up there.

 This is almost like a business... Except I'm losing money. It's almost routine. Justice has been on my mind a lot lately, so I picked her up yesterday for the same old routine. She comes over for a while, we have sex, she goes home.  Today, the Cousin said she is out of a detox, and insists she's been there for a week. She lies so much, that I just don't believe anything she says. I have to see it for myself.  She issues she's not with that dirtbag and that the baby is mine. She said she wanted to come over for the night and had nowhere to go. I picked her up, gave her something to eat, and told her she could stay here tonight. I told her I don't want her getting high on the porch and that I'm not giving her any money.  ... Anyone wanna take a stab at how tonight went? she spent all her time on the porch getting high, Messing up the house, staying in the bathroom with the water running for like an hour, and creating general chaos. In the end, she took her p...

 When girls know you get a paycheck on Fridays, this is the result: FRIDAY... SATURDAY MORNING... SATURDAY NIGHT... Sunday... I'm sleeping.

 I'm pretty sure the cousin is pregnant. I'm also pretty sure it's not mine. She’s pretended to be pregnant in the past in order to extract money out of me. I’m guessing her old deadbeat boyfriend fucked her. She still has his picture on her phone. She then said it was not her phone when I asked about the picture on it. She has always been a terrible liar. Once again she asked me for a ride to the program. She comes out in a sexy black miniskirt, and doesn't look ready at all to go anywhere. The same routine ensues. I took her to my house. She smoked a little on the porch. We fucked. I got a video of it. I took her home. She insisted she was going to be right back out. She never does come back out.  I then texted Justice. She was asking earlier for a ride to the store. When I got there, I had to wait 20 minutes for her to come out. Just as I was about to drive off she finally walks out the door. When she does this kind of bullshit, I get really pissed off and it just ru...

 The plan: the Cousin wanted to go to a program now that she's expecting (allegedly) and called to ask for ten bucks to tide her over until I get out of work, and bring her to be checked in. I told her to meet me at a time and place and she insisted she will be there. You know where this is going, don't you? I got a text shortly after explaining that her dealer never showed and she's waiting for her arrival. She said I could park down the road and wait too, but I opted to drive home and await her call with held breath. Let's skip forward to after I get home by myself. Just as I'm settling in, Justice is at the door with her degenerate pimp couple. They wanted me to let them plug in an iphone into my laptop to erase all the data. Apparently, the girl pimp, let's name her Sarah, gave the phone to her son who was in a program (glad someone made it), and he found incriminating, illegal shit on it. She recovered her phone from her son, but the damage was done. The ic...

 The Cousin constantly calls now asking for $10 here and $20 there. I indulge her begrudgingly. I would rather give her $20 than $100 to fuck her again. However, I am believing more and more than she is pregnant, and as I said time will tell. I wanted my life to change and at 50 it usually does. I may not have to wait for that. Either way, I’m just trying to save a few bucks. even that’s not working because the girls keep taking it from me. She supposed to get her license soon. She insists that she has all the paperwork she needs and has set a date for the Rmv to get her ID. If that day comes, I’m going to set up an only fans and release the videos I’ve made of us getting her pregnant. I have several, and the ones in VR will be posted to a separate website they can handle that size file. I think that’s the best way to go. It’s either going to be only fans or telegram. I’m not really sure yet. I do know that I have to get off the pot or shit, Justice is ready to rock ‘n’ roll on the...

 As a child, I always thought threes company was a hilarious show, but obviously did not understand the sub-context behind everything. I can imagine being adult back then watching the show. The way he would run back-and-forth trying to make two women happy, simultaneously dating two girls and never quite getting his night to work out. Week after week, we would see him attempt this feat.  I have a smaller variation of this. One blows me off, I fuck the other. Then the first decides to come over when it's convenient for her, knock till the door falls off, and makes herself at home. So, I fucked her too.

 That’s it. No more this week. I picked up the Cousin yesterday because I cooked something in the crockpot, which usually leaves me with a high yield of food to eat. The heavy stuff: meat and potatoes. she came over, and I couldn’t help myself. I’ve blown $500 this week and it’s not even Friday yet! She texted me today telling me that she really liked the food. I could hear people yelling in the background. She lives in a trailer that acts like a trap house. Everyone in that neighborhood knows that drugs are sold out of there. It’s already been raided. Not like that made any difference. That skinny girl was text me today, wanting to hook up, also the blonde. I gotta call it quits at some point. It’s nuts to spend that much money. If she really does have a kid, and if it really is mine, then I'll probably just set up an onlyfans, just like everyone else. Fade into obscurity, where the only people who will give a shit are mildly horny people wanting to get off to the lowest common de...

 I should have known better. Yes, she is sexy, but nothing kills the mood faster than a bitch. She may not be a dead fish, but she is one step up from that. Came over, and immediately said that there’s someone waiting for and that she is in a hurry. I ignore this, this is common for girls to say. She immediately strips and jumps on the bed, naked, ass up. I enthusiastically climb on top of her. After about a minute, I start to get really hard, and then she lets out a holler complaining about how she forgot something. I am dumbfounded , and my dick goes immediately soft. From there, it’s just a lot of huffing and puffing on her part telling me how patient she is with me as I mostly jerk it off, Sticking it in here whenever I like. At this point, I’m gonna be half mast the whole ride. Her whole attitude sucks and I wish she didn’t come over. I eventually manage to cum, but I'd be just as happy home alone. If I get horny later, I got the fake pussy, for which these days seems only to ...

 I managed to fuck four women in four days. so much for slowing down. Of course, it cost me $300, that's the equivalent of one hour with an escort. That fuck toy was supposed to keep me from doing this. I did, however, get to shove a butt plug up a girl’s ass for the first time. It’s never too late to learn something new. she said that she got it off of some guy that came over for a date, and she didn’t let him use it on her. He said keep it, so whoever was out there thank you. know that I got the pleasure that you wanted. Of course, after I dropped off Justice, she immediately put the ad up to fuck more people. Kind of disappointing.   Don't think that you will impress or fuck a girl so well that she will suddenly stop doing with other men. they have their ticket. They are waiting next in line. I guess I use multiple women as an offset to this. This is how I deal with infidelity I’ve never had a girlfriend that hasn’t cheated on me. as much as I like some of these girls,...