I gave SO MANY GIRLS asking to send them money. The popular scam is that they are "stuck somewhere" and need money for a ride home. Total horseshit. At least they know not to ask for a lot of money anywhere from $10-$60. lately I just been ignoring them. Except for the Cousin and justice who will relentlessly bug the shit out of me until I give them a bit of money I’ve learned it’s just better to just give it and get on with it. do not download apps like Cash app that allow you to send money to people and then tell them about it because these girls will find ways of getting you to send them money for nothing. You could just ignore them of having to deal with a fucking nag all day, Showing you that these aren’t nice sweet, hot girls, but rather the nasty, cruel, threatening cunts that they are. I guess the main question here is if you would even bother with these fucking people if you didn’t have a dick. Of course, the answer is no. 

 The videos seem to be a nice profit. The agreement was to give Justice half, keep the other half for taxes and my efforts. It's disappointing to see her find out each month how much she's earned, then bug me for all of it, then immediately piss it all away on drugs.  I've offered different deals to other girls, and they are receptive to the idea. However, they need proper up to date IDs and paperwork signed. Once that's achieved, my desk is the regular amount for banging them, usually $60, plus an additional $50 for each video shoot.  This is an easy arrangement.  But that's not what I'm here to talk about. I want to give an update. Justice had all her teeth pulled while the hospital, and will need dentures. She was finally able to leave, and immediately took off to get high. The hospital for in touch with her and warned here to return within the week or she could die. Serious, but she's an idiot. Hopefully, she did the right thing.  I've been successfu...

 The anthropomorphization of death is an easy way for us to deal with the abstraction of loss. You can't reason with the abstraction, but you can have an argument with a skull. You can deal with the five separate stages of grief far better than Hamlet lamenting what's left of his friend resting in the palm of his hand.  I tried saying women in the tradition set down through the generations. Find a girl you like, hope she likes you, ask her out on some dates, and hope it doesn't lead to heartbreaks and financial ruin. Pay for everything, pay for time, pay with money, pay with vindictiveness and hatred, be cast aside for a better model with more potential. Or maybe I'm just that hard to deal with. A girl won't want you if she doesn't respect you. Maybe I should have taken that swing at the other guy, stood my ground, fought harder, tried harder, done better.... Or maybe I should never have discovered that after crying myself to sleep night after night over these g...

 That's what people will think of me...if they don't already. What's the legacy here? To prey on vulnerable women, with a debilitating habit, poor, no resources, or assistance? Or, too take advantage of women who learned they can sell their pussy to get what they want. Manipulative women who took the easy way out. No. That's an excuse. But the deed is done. They come to me. I get calls, visits. They all know they can get money from a visit with me, and they are fine with this arrangement. One called, wanting to see me. I agreed. Another came too my door while we were there. I had to turn her away! I never did that before. A couple days later, I received a call from another girl that I haven't seen in a couple years. All this while Justice is in the hospital sick, the Cousin is roaming the streets heavily pregnant, and  the blonde is in rehab.  I'm debating whether too release a video of me screwing Justice on the couch. She's awake, but the video makes her l...