One in particular. Justice is recovering from an illness in the hospital for the foreseeable future. Whole inn there, she is deprived on her daily candy and is a complete Cunt to me one the phone. She has her dealer and some cronie dipshit come visit her, and they left a crack pipe that was found by the staff. So, no visitors now. No drop offs. She demanded a phone. No personal phones allowed. Now she's demanding I deliver burger King to her. When I refuse, she gets nasty and threatens me with whatever nonsense she can think of on the spot. At no point does she try talking to me, ask me how I'm doing, nothing, just do this for me or else. So I have to block the bitch again for the night. In other news, I don't know how I became top creator on xHampster, but here we are!

 I don't feel like a stud. Opposite actually. Can't pull a single woman. The girls that call do so because I'm reliable. They know they'll get fucked. They know I'll cum inside them. They know they'll get the money they want. So, they hound me. Last night I caved and picked up this particular street rat that constantly hits me up. Most of the time, I ignore her, but I was watching Chaturbate again, and it didn't take me long to forgo the toy for the real thing. I picked her up off a street well known for prostitutes, and drive home. She has her eyes on her phone the whole time. I haven't fucked her in a long time. She gets to the house, goes to the couch, pulls her sweatpants down, and sits there. That's my signal to get on the couch, spread her legs, and start fucking here. I go in raw. She complained it hurts (it doesn't), that it's her boyfriend's birthday, and that 8 need too hurry up. She wants $80 for me to bust my nut in her. I pum...

 Even the most denigrating comments left on xHampster are still comments. They may say she's an ugly bitch, or that the videos are sad, but they still took time to comment on the video. And that means they watched it. Which to me is a compliment, because uninteresting videos are simply skipped, scrolled past, and ignored. The worst insult to any entertainer is apathy. The golden rule: don't be boring! That said, there's a lot of envious men who do love watching me. I show videos where I'm not always a rock hard stud. That's unrealistic. There's other ways to please a woman. That's not even the goal with these prostitutes. So it becomes icing on the cake, sometimes literally. Today with the Cousin was no different. She still lies, messes up the house, trashes, steals, raids the fridge.  But don't get me wrong. I am aware of what she does. I tolerate her. She eats all the snacks. Fine. It pisses me off when I find cream filling on the light switches. That...

 I did the rounds. Visited the family. Then I got the call. The Cousin wanted me to pick her up. She sounded full of shit. I agreed anyway. Picked her up from a known shelter. Now she's on my porch with a pack of cigarettes I bought her. I am reluctant to buy cigarettes, bite I don't want to fucking hear the arguing. She came over and went straight onto the porch. 8 am writing this while being manically pissed off at her. I'm tied and just want her to leave. 

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 I've been trying to stay from women while Justice is sick in the hospital. This is all I will say about that. Girls don't care. Half a dozen hit me up daily only for me to reject them. Sure, it would be great to fuck these girls some more, and I actually did fuck two? The Cousin and one other out of depression. The Cousin tricked me again. Saying she wanted dinner and to talk. Lies. Just wanted money, so after we ate at a nice restaurant where I wasted my time showing her houses and making plans of any sort, she said she wanted money. This means, she's getting it whether I fuck her or not. The deal still stands. She wants $100, and I want a video. I don't really want the videos, that was originally a deterrent. However, I've slowly built a library of her over these years. One day I may release them.  For now, the only one on my mind is Justice. 

 Quality pussy can make a man go to extraordinary lengths to please a selfish bitch. Without that slit between her thighs, she would be a useless asshole. The sad truth is that if I jerk off and then get a call, I have no interest in meeting them. My tolerance for their bullshit evaporates, as my patience is directly related to my hormones.  They often wonder why I switch between a loving, caring Mann to an intolerant asshole. Simple. I came. I got what I wanted. Get out! Behind narcissists, they never connect their behavior to people's reactions. They are incapable of understanding me. That's ok. Women are just as stupid as men. They work on emotions rather than logic. Patrice O'Neal explains this in detail. Go listen to him if you want pussy handled correctly. 

 I am an undisciplined fool. This girl has no interest in me other than getting $100 and whatever she can grab out of my house without me noticing. This time she was taking scissors, Tums, Reading my Medical kit that I just bought, taking the Neosporin, breaking a mug I really liked, In general, just using up the place with no respect at all for anything. oh this, of course I don’t even believe that I am the father. That is a very long shot. She wanted me to give her $100 tonight and not get fucked for it. My dick was hard so that wasn’t happening. She brought a friend over I think to try to run interference, but that didn’t work. I bent her over. Fuck! Am I fatter than her?

 As winter sits down on us right on our faces, the girls tucked themselves away with their sugar daddies or in a program. Few remain on the streets. They use whatever resources they can get to keep the drugs flowing and themselves warm. they all want free money. It’s no different than a girl who dances on the stage. Her perception is all flawed. She thinks she could just wiggle her ass and get some money for it. I have one girl begging me for money and thinking I’m a cheap bastard for not giving her even $10. She doesn’t understand. I had to tell her that I have so many women asking me for money that I just can’t do it. They all want money for nothing. They’re all willing to fuck for it. My dick can’t take it. One girl knocked on my door a couple days ago and spent a couple days here with me. I gave her 60 and then later I gave her 40. So for $100, I ended up fucking her three times over the course of two days. Meanwhile, there’s another half dozen girls asking me for money. Honest...

 I have so many requests now from girls on cashapp that I have half the town on my payroll! Can I have $20, can I have $15? Just $10. Stop being so cheap. I gave $20 to one girl, and another wanted a comforter set while she's in recovery. It's endless. I thought I'd stay away from women this week and wacked my money twice only to get a call from a girl I have not seen in a couple years. She wanted me to come see her the next day but I know I don't have many rounds in the chamber. She got big in her recovery, even though she's still using in low quantities. She was curvy, so still sexy. I learned over the years that if you can't fuck it, eat it! I’m not a machine. Sometimes I don’t have a hard on like a teenager. I know when I get like this I gotta give it a couple days.. That’s why today when I had that other girl calling me, I told her I just can’t do anything so maybe Friday and then blame it on money and not that I came three times in 24 hours.