We often romanticize the notion of relationships a static, simple arrangements. Like a parents love. You never questioned a mother's love. It was just there. We didn't see the ugly side of relationships until later in life when we learn that there are many facets to a dynamic and changing set of expectations. I'm not pointing out the negativity and ugliness. I'm illustrating the maturity of having ones eyes opened to reality. As children, we see the beauty of Cinderella's castle. As adults we see the gift shop inside. This is not a bad thing. We learn to accept life for what it is. We learn to accept our relationships as they are. The ugliness comes from within us as bitterness. We are bitter, because we learned to accept things as they are. We are all too happy to point out the dirt and grime of thousands who have trudged through the tunnel of Cinderella's castle. Few of us acknowledge the daily grind of the janitors that maintain and clean. They represent our...

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 last night I got a text from a girl I haven’t spoken with in a while. Probably a couple of years. She informed me that she heard about a girl I’ve been seeing that recently may have died. I don’t know if this is true or not. She doesn’t either and was texting to see if I knew anything. I hope it’s not true. A lot of girls have been dying lately. They say they’ve been leasing the drugs with dangerous fentanyl, and other chemicals. She’s not immediately asked if we wanted to get together. I agreed, picked her up and brought her here. She suggested we make a video. She revealed to me that she sells videos privately to make extra money when I asked her about her playing with her pussy in a video on her phone. So we made one. She did really well. I can barely keep myself from throwing on the couch and fucking her. She gave a lap dance, that sucked me, turned around and fucked me, Finally, I actually did throw her on the couch and fuck her. She told me I couldn’t come in her because she...

 Wise words Sun Zhu. just came over the other night and wanted to stay, but I wouldn’t let her stay here while I went to work. I just don’t trust her. She was mad and put up a good argument as to how I flip-flop. But I like that she’s fucking other guys so she can leave me alone. I don’t want her and her bullshit. for example, let me tell you how that night went. At 9 o’clock at night she decides to call me and ask to come over for the night. Couldn’t ask earlier in the day! I pick her up and bring her here and she goes out to the porch. She's stays there in the cold for a couple hours, at least. Then she goes into the bathroom shoot up, And then to bed because she’s ready to pass out. She sleeps all night like a stone fully clothed. In the morning, she decides that she needs money and let me fuck her. She is a complete dead fish. She used to be really lively but just before sex. She says that she doesn’t like sex. I was horny and I didn’t give a fuck. She wants money? She’s gonna ...

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The song "Self Esteem" by the Offspring is relevant to me. Sometimes I think that song was written specifically for me. Who knows? All I know is that Justice was once again darkening my doorstep. This will be a short entry. We all know how this ended up. A touch of arguing, smoked on the porch, shot up in the bathroom, passed out in bed. 

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 I went to pick up a by now very pregnant Cousin. I kept warning her not to make me wait, and finally after waiting over 10 minutes even though she said she’d be ready and she knew I was there, I took off. Immediately, she said she was already outside, waiting for me, which for her is always the case. What made me impatient this time around? Was watching one young guy come out of the trailer and stand in the back like he was taking a piss or something. Then an older man came out and started accusing me of being the police! he went back inside. A third man came out, then the other one. all three fucked off down the road while I’m still sitting in the car waiting for her. Fuck that I took off. I’m more callous if I’m not horny. I was smacking it like a monkey to internet porn last night. I’m less than less about these girls I don’t give a flying fuck about me. Her plan today was to come over, earn $100, and go back to that trailer to smoke Fetty with the rest of those fucking losers....

  Other than a few exchanged texts, Justice and I aren’t really talking. She continues to sell her ass for drugs, and unless I’m willing to pay for her habit, this is the status quo. I would actually be more willing to do that, but she spends absolutely zero time with me. She’s never treated me as anything other than a trick. All those videos that you see of us are because I turned the camera on. A lot of people mistakenly think that we are a couple and that she’s my girl in all those videos. This is not the case at all. She’s just a slam pig willing to fuck anybody. The only difference with her than most girls I have banged is that I helped her to get an ID. This allowed me to post her videos on the sites you've seen. Other than that, she’s just a fucking whore. It’s heartbreaking really, to think you connect with someone that absolutely doesn’t care about you. Well, whatever. There’s always other girls to fuck. Here’s some pics of the girl with the huge tits I mentioned earlier.

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 You think that sporting a camel hump like hers would change her Modus Operandi, but no. Last time we talked, I told her she was on her own because I didn’t want to be responsible for getting her her high, i.e. enabling her. I gave her $20. She went back into her camper and never came out. This was about a week ago. She called up tonight saying she’s sorry and begging for me to pick her up. It is exactly the same shit. She made me wait 15 minutes and just about to drive off she comes out. She goes out on the porch when we get here, smoke some Fetty, Takes a shower for about an hour, and then it’s a quick fuck and I drive her home. If she thinks that I’m gonna give her money without her fucking me then she’s nuts and she knows she has to do it on camera. One day if I get her to give me an ID, I can upload all the videos I’ve taken of us so far. The video is my angry way of telling her if you want money for your bullshit then I want a video of us fucking. Being the drug addict that s...

 The gravy train doesn’t actually have all that much gravy. I am slowly making progress. This picture shows that I am migrating all the porn hub videos to Faphouse. After this is done, which is taking a long time for the reviews, releasing some exclusive stuff on it. I think I’m gonna put all my VR stuff on the Faphouse site. I have one video that I'll sell for $20 on both sites, we'll see. Once it reviews and approves the rest of the videos, I’ll have a better idea where to go from there. Meanwhile, I've been fucking a couple whores over the past couple days. I was doing good for a while staying away from all those skanks. Then one started talking to me who I haven't fucked in a while. I didn’t wanna actually screw anybody because Justice cut my dick with her teeth. I don’t know if I was completely healed yet. I actually got that on video. The blowjob looks great, but it was fucking painful. I sold her through it because she was giving it so much effort.  The first gir...

I'm posting videos in chronological order. I have a lot of catching up to do. I didn't even dive into the 360 vids yet. I'll soon be uploading a video that will be a paid one. It's too good to be free. So for the videos I think really stand out, I'll charge for them, and the rest can be free. Vids that actually look like pornos I grew up watching. (Ginger Lynn taking three dicks, Christy Canyon, etc.) That feeling of accomplishment is setting in. One day, I may release the vids of the pregger.  https://t.me/c/2226850727/317