Nightmares and princesses.

 When your dick is hard, your thoughts are clouded. I see her through rose colored glasses. Tell her things like I wish that some nights you would just come over and hop in bed just so that you’re here with me. NONSENSE! This doesn’t take into account the bullshit they get into that is intolerable to anyone thinking straight.

After I fucked her a couple times tonight in between bouts of her getting high, she needed to go to the supermarket. She said she needed tampons. I gave her 20 bucks and off she went. She came back with another girl who is a known signer on street corners. She had a Trash bag similar to the ones I own filled to the brim with questionable items and a bicycle with a chain lock wrapped around the frame as if whoever left it there forgot to secure it. She said she picked up all of these things next-door the clothing drop, which is known to have people use it as a dump for all their unwanted shit.

I refuse to let her in the house so they could get high on the porch, and refused to let her put the bag in the bicycle in the house. This is when she became vicious and started swearing at me and calling me a piece of shit. This is after not even an hour that has passed of us whispering sweet nothings to each other as we’re banging, and now she’s a viscous monster. With each woman that you would like to think of as a princess, they are multifaceted and are the stuff of fantasy as well as nightmare.  You have to take the good with the bad. I went to the ATM to get the rest of her money, And brought it to them crouching conspicuously by some bushes smoking crack and complaining this is the reason they wanted to be on my porch.

I got a good video out of her tonight, at least. I am now considering an Onlyfans type page, and xhampster, and distancing myself from pornhub. They’re consent forms, only protect them, but The actual form that you need to fill out legally. Once I get all the girls to sign these forms, I will be independent of porn hub. I get the sense that they don’t care about your legalities, only theirs. They have covered their own asses, but not yours.