These girls all got wise to nickel and diming me to death. Can you send me 20 can you send me 15 just $10 I just need $20. I don’t owe them shit. It used to be I didn’t mind giving them some money here and there, but now it’s constant. It’s like feeding wildlife. They figure out that they keep coming back and you’ll keep feeding them. Sometimes it works out. I fucked the shit out of the cousin yesterday. That was fun too, because she's still in a tent with the dipshit who beats the shit out of her. Apparently, everyone scared of them because he stabbed a guy and went to jail for nine years. In reality, he is a skinny, scraggly middle aged twerp that managed to scare everyone into believing he's a threat. Because they all are drug addicted idiots, they lack the ability to see reality. I had him arrested for beating the hell out of her. At the time, the cop said that nothing would much happen about it. The cop was wrong. He’s in the system. I explained to them that if he lays a ...

 The blowjob girl calls. "It's my time of the month! Can you PLEASE HELP me with $15?" "How is this my responsibility? You give me this line every month!" "I just need 20!" "YOU SAID 15!" "Whatever, can you send it?" "Sure." "Thanks! If you want to get together later, I'll blow you. Let me know!"😘 20 minutes later... The Cousin calls... "My son is getting dropped off by his dad for his birthday. Can I have a couple bucks" "What's a couple of bucks?" I just need a few bucks for.... Blah blah blah..." "How much?" "Forty" I'll give you 30." "Forty would be better..." IT'S FREE MONEY, you want it or not? So I sent her 30. I'm keeping these sluts on retainer.  I get a text from another girl I just fucked last week... "You never hit me up. I always gotta hit you up. Why is that? Can we meet up?" "You don't have a working...

  Four girls. One doesn't want to be filmed. Big tits. Then Justice came over, pissed thinking I was ignoring her. I was. We ended up having sex all night and morning. The  cousin began calling, but I had no rounds left in the chamber by then. Not that I cared. She'd rather spend time with the bum. So take the shit that comes with that decision. The fourth is a friend of Justice, who kept hitting me up. I flat out refused her.  Now. here’s where the psychology comes in. This is the difference between $20. There are some of you reading this sewer probably wealthy enough that $20 doesn’t mean shit to you. This is irrelevant. you have to think of money in terms of value, not amount. This girl is someone I had already had sex with on three occasions. these were unpleasant experiences. She was not affectionate. She didn’t want me to come inside her. She pretty much just live there and waited for it to be over. I told her that for $60 I would do it. But she insisted on 80. Why ...

 This is the one with the great ass. Apparently, she's fallen on some tough times. She says she sleeps at the train station. Claims she's narcoleptic, and was recently robbed by someone while asleep. She's been snoozing while I did her laundry. I put a decent load in her. After we fucked, I handled the laundry and let her sleep. I'll drop her off later somewhere with 60 when she wakes up, cause she's gotta feed the Beast. She used to do escorting online, but not recently. I met her through a friend. I was balls deep in a girl when she walks in. I was supposed to fuck her, but ended up fucking my friend instead. So, it's a nice thrill to bang this one, knowing she was in my scopes for a while. 

 These are Massachusetts hillbillies for sure. Selling drugs out of of his double wide, they have the girls living in one RV, and the violent scumbag living in the other, as here sorry goes. He's moving up in the world, though I suspect he hasn't left his tent permanently yet. That is, after all a luxury one bedroom nestled between train tracks and a river. This highly influential figure of the community sells drugs out of the RV, which is apparently why everyone tolerates this mid 40's, skinny twerp to continue beating and bruising the cousin on a nearly daily basis. They are all scum. I won't have anything to do with these people.  I picked up the cousin, brought her to my place against her decibel shattering objections, and fucked her. I filmed it in 360 degrees one again with the camera simply stationary, gave her $100, and dropped her off back home. All standard, with her trying to rush me. She said it's because after a certain time of night, her mother won...

 The #whataboutme movementIs real and happening. Starts today. This is rape, goddamnit! That blonde bitch knocked on my door and called my phone dozen times. I didn’t know she was coming over. I didn’t want her over. she kept banging on the door until I caved in and let her in. I had already fucked Justice this morning. This blonde bimbo was going to demand money out of me one way or another so I might as well fuck her for 60. I ignored a lot of girls today. This one insisted it pisses me off. Why? Because, you go to a restaurant when you’re hungry. You rarely have a restaurant forcing you to come in and eat. This is the same thing. It could be a 3 star Michelin restaurant. It doesn’t matter. If you’re not hungry, it doesn’t matter how good it is. You don’t want to eat. Quality is irrelevant. just today, I’ve got let go with the big tits wanting to see me after work. I had that other girl,  the young looking one, who haven’t talked to in a while. She’s following the trend of t...

 Go be a motherfucker. 

 So when the blonde started hitting me up incessantly, I was tired enough to not want to do it, but fuzzy brained enough to agree to meet her. I drove out in pajamas and picked her up. We screwed in the dark in a side street. Same problem  of pushing rope. I shouldn't have fucked that toy last night, but oh well. With a bit of effort, and a lot of spit, I blew a hot mess into her. She's a good sport.  she said that for $20 and a ride she would do this. Now, she wants $40, and I'm typing this while sitting in my car in a bad neighborhood as she tracks down a dealer, in a pissy mood, yelling at her boyfriend late at night for the whole street to enjoy. Maybe I should just not answer the phone and just keep fucking that toy. Way less drama, aggravation, and effort. Meanwhile, Justice the brunette called saying she just got up and will walk there if she has to. Lucky for me she never does. She’ll just put an ad up and fuck some stranger. Two other girls hot me up too. I ignor...

These girls bring their misery, and I waste my money on their problems. How else can I explain this madness? Since getting that toy, I've cut back on this need to see women every time I get horny. I fucked that thing several times. Women still find a way to come over. I had this girl Sara  the other night with this stellar porn star booty. I went down on her for a while, and then banged her. I didn't give myself enough time to get hard, so I was pushing rope. She flipped over to doggy, while I ran into the next room to retrieve some lube. That did the trick. Seeing that perfect ass in the air and not deal with a hurry up and get out over with face made it nice. The problem is that when you pick up these girls, you think they'll be all into sex like on the sex chat rooms. It's not like that at all. They have shitty attitudes because they don't want to be there.  I picked up the redhead today after she begged that she was starving and asked me to come get her. I agree...