Still sore about the other night.

 It's not often I get taken for a ride, but the bitch hustled me. if you’re wondering why are you always see the same few girls it’s because we all overtime came to know what to expect from one another, I guess sort of like a relationship with a wife. I consider myself more of a polygamist than a womanizer. 

She wanted $100. I gave her my standard video and I won’t pull out routine. She agreed to it. When she got here, she started saying she only wanted to give a blow job because she was on her period, she wanted more money, she didn't want her face shown, and whipped out a condom. 

normally I’m in pretty good command of a situation like this. But she had me in a position where I was compromising. We both agreed to $140, the video stayed on, no condom, and I didn’t pull out. She was not a nice fuck though.

it’s hard to keep a hard on when the girls not into it at all. This girl was in a mood, and that makes a huge difference. She and I have had sex on multiple occasions, and it’s all like a porn star level. This time around it was different. Sometimes if you catch them at a bad time, or if they need drugs or somethings going on in their life they can’t control enough, then you're dealing with a girl who's dealing with shit. That's just life. That's bad timing. Just like the cousin last night. She was all fucked up. 

These are the compromises I must make because the brunette got caught eventually by the cops doing something stupid and  is now spending time contemplating her mistakes.